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TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
Whatever it may be.
 
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erdbeeren

erdbeeren

Student
Oct 13, 2021
100
My novel.

It will tell the timeline of my life in reverse. I want to finish it and to try to relive my past as well as explain it in an imaginative way. I doubt many people would read it, but it's more or less for myself.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,623
There is not much that I want to do, there is nothing really left for me in this world. I see everything as being pointless anyway, once we die, nothing will mean anything to us as we will be unable to experience anything. I just want to sleep as much as possible.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
Get my will sorted.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
If I could do those things I probably wouldn't ctb :(
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
Find my sweet cat a good home where she is loved and cared for until the day she dies.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
I want to learn to play an instrument.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
I would like to get my PhD, but that could take longer than I could bear ...
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
Getting my life together (what a joke). Realistically, hiking, losing myself and perhaps living in the forest for some time.
 
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erdbeeren

erdbeeren

Student
Oct 13, 2021
100
I love the maine coon pfp
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Sell or otherwise get rid of all my stuff.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I've done it
 
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CozyTime

CozyTime

Death should be a free choice
Feb 16, 2019
63
Feel loved.
 
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Cuppatea856

Member
May 27, 2020
61
My dog just died. I'm waiting for her ashes to be delivered so my ashes will be mixed with hers.
I have a lot of tramadol, lorazepam, flexeril (muscle relaxer) and tons of gabapentin, seroquel; Wellbutrin.
I have an anti-nausea medication as well.
I know people have said that drug overdose is not the way to go, but I can't seem to find any other method right now. I'd like to save up for Nembutal if/when I can get some money.
Ok, that answer went well beyond your original question.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Have a child and a family.
Get my license to practise or to graduate with postgrad in the field I've studied in.
Travel to certain countries.
Have a sky burial (after my death)
 
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LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
329
My novel.

It will tell the timeline of my life in reverse. I want to finish it and to try to relive my past as well as explain it in an imaginative way. I doubt many people would read it, but it's more or less for myself.
I'll read it! :)
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,858
My dog just died. I'm waiting for her ashes to be delivered so my ashes will be mixed with hers.
I have a lot of tramadol, lorazepam, flexeril (muscle relaxer) and tons of gabapentin, seroquel; Wellbutrin.
I have an anti-nausea medication as well.
I know people have said that drug overdose is not the way to go, but I can't seem to find any other method right now. I'd like to save up for Nembutal if/when I can get some money.
Ok, that answer went well beyond your original question.
I think this would risk serotonin syndrome which would not be pleasant. Will this combo work? I'm not sure...
 
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Cuppatea856

Member
May 27, 2020
61
I think this would risk serotonin syndrome which would not be pleasant. Will this combo work? I'm not sure...
I'm grieving so much it's hard to do any research. I love my dog so much, she was all I had.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Try my luck at recovery and see what happens. I know it's selfish for me to do all things considering but I wish I could experience dating and maybe just maybe get into a relationship even though the odds are stacked against me. I also want to hike more and specifically want to hike this large mountain range near where I live. I'm considering if I'm even able to survive the hike that I may plan to ctb in those mountains also. Maybe experience doing just adult stuff in general more.
 
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