Discussion Whats Keeping You Alive Mate?

[groovygoober]

Just my family and the pain it would cause them , but I feel like from an objective perspective where the value of a person is weighed according to what they contribute to society yada yada , they would be better off without me .

 

[RoachClassified]

internet and video games. can't think of any other things holding me in this world, i hate my family and i'm in bad relations with them

 

[aWeeBitTired]

other people lowkey, cant leave them

there's not a lot of reasons these days considering how small my world is, and I'm afraid It's nothing terribly unique

- the knowledge that I will deeply hurt my family in the event of my passing

- listening to music and daydreaming is rather lovely

- fun video games here and there

- the rare and cherished times I get to be in nature

the moments where the clouds clear - and its like, okay, to exist - are fun. for me it sucks to know its only temporary

 

[Bitterly_Nostalgic]

Mainly it's the immense guilt of how much I would hurt my family if I made a successful attempt. Another thing I really worry about is what would happen to my cats afterward. Right now I'm also a stupid idiot who is still clinging to a tiny fraction of hope for things to get better.