What’s it mean when you could maybe get somewhat better and have a life but you don’t care to anymore?

[Kramer]

That's how I feel. I've already done years of therapy, medication, etc and it either doesn't help or is exhausting to maintain.

Showering and brushing my teeth daily maxes out my stored energy due to my ocd. I used to wash my hands so much i'd have to take a nap afterward.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Sounds like a good of enough reason to live or become passenger.
Up to you OP.

 

[Kramer]

Sounds like a good of enough reason to live or become passenger.
Up to you OP.

When I have no energy to overcome my ptsd and ocd which I've already spent years trying to resolve? I've had enough of new therapists or psychiatrists telling me that this therapy or this medication will be the thing that fixes me. So much false hope

 

[ecmnesia]

i don't know. but i feel the same.