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marilosingit

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May 20, 2026
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the amount of other people saying 2018 is so validating
 
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Anon1337

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Oct 1, 2018
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2019. Not much has changed and I didn't think I'd get this far. It's like I've been at the bus stop since 2019 I never thought I would be here this long so every year since then has felt like a year I shouldn't be living. It's also the most nostalgic year for me even though I was depressed and suicidal It was different, I wasn't as neurotic as I am now and as the years have gone by it's become more and more difficult to tolerate the life situation I'm in. I feel trapped and unable to get anywhere. I'm also in a constant existential crisis.
 
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