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personally i'd rather cease to exist i don't want to live even if i'm happy
That would be what I do. Let's say I drink Sn . Then I'll have 12 minutes to celebrate going to unconsciousness knowing I will die when and how I want to , saying a big fu to the prolifers and knowing I won the ultimate victoryWhat I want and what I think is the likely outcome is that we cease to exist. If I could modify this though, I would like to have a final moment before I die where I get to say a massive "fuck you" to all of the pro lifers who are putting in a lot of effort to prolong my life for as long as possible as they failed to bring me back to this hell. Alas, I can't do that since being permanently non existent means to have no thoughts at all which means that I wouldn't even get to acknowledge this
There's a few of us who aspire to suchlike and being with our nearest and dearest again.I guess I'm one of the few here who'd actually prefer there were a heaven. Not necessarily one described by any religion, just an ideal place devoid of suffering where I'm always happy. But maybe with an option to cease existing if I somehow ever tire of it. It'd just be nice to experience a place like that beforehand, since Earth definitely isn't it.