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Mark_Anatoly

Mark_Anatoly

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Apr 22, 2024
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Study history and humanities, write more, pick up an instrument. Stop mulling over art and games. Choose happiness. Work out someday. Sing more. Ask to be moved to a private school. Love yourself. Eat healthier. Don't make the same mistakes I did. Choose happiness.
 
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IsolatedChaos

IsolatedChaos

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Dec 25, 2024
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I'd tell myself to kill myself about 4 years later. Past 6 years have genuinely been nothing but suffering. We peaked 4 years from now, end it there.
 
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ElTopo

ElTopo

Don't listen to me, I am drunk
Mar 30, 2025
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Spend all your paycheck on Nvidia stocks, btc and gold
 
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ghosted1

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Jan 14, 2026
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Don't go back on antidepressants, I know you're leaving the system BUT DON'T ASK THEM TO GIVE YOU RISPERIDONE.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,266
I would've told myself 10 years ago: " Make these your top goals by far. 1. do everything to get Nembutal at at lest 4 bottles. Nembutal was available for purchase online at least since 2012 to may 2022 from email contacts in the pph the golden age. 2. once you get it in hand store it correctly and do everything to be able to drink it and suicide asap . nothing else matters everything else is meaningless. and the other garbage i have to do like , working a job, daily chores, to do lists , groceries , washing clothes ,eating , trying to sleep, cleaning, trying to fix problems etc i do only to avoid even worse suffering and pain i don't want to do these and the only reasons i'm doing them is because i haven't killed myself . if i do 1 and 2 then i won't have to do anything ever again and also i'm out of the threat of extreme torture forever ( i win). and also i will never suffer unbearable pain nor any suffering , no problems , no chores , no bad memories no pain ever for all time.
 
impossible_victory

impossible_victory

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Dec 26, 2025
22
I would tell myself to stop trying, nothing will work out
 

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