What would you do?

[1234dave]

My dad knows how badly I'm suffering and he says he'd rather I'd die at home than on my own in a field. They know it is inevitable.

It still feels wrong doing it at home, however it would be a lot easier.

Would you do it at home if you got this go ahead.

 

[Cloudy]

Why does it feel wrong after he told you that he'd prefer it? Do other people share the house with you two?

 

[1234dave]

No, I don't know why it feels wrong.

 

[Empty Smile]

I couldn't do it at home, even with the ok. It's bad enough they know our struggles, but I don't want them to find my body as well.

 

[1234dave]

I couldn't do it at home, even with the ok. It's bad enough they know our struggles, but I don't want them to find my body as well.

Thanks that's what I needed to hear

 

[lululoo]

I'd be too paranoid that they would change their mind and call an ambulance once faced with my dying body.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Absolutely not, for that same reason. Also I'd prefer to die in nature.

 

[RM5998]

Thanks that's what I needed to hear

Apologies if I sound rude, but that sort of indicates you'd already made a decision, and are looking for confirmation of its correctness...
I get the desire to be considerate, but I'd suggest asking him why he would rather have you die at home. Either way, you're going to cause distress, so I see no harm talking this through. A more complete understanding of what his thought process is here might help you be more sure about whatever you end up choosing to do.

 

[1234dave]

Thanks guys

Apologies if I sound rude, but that sort of indicates you'd already made a decision, and are looking for confirmation of its correctness...
I get the desire to be considerate, but I'd suggest asking him why he would rather have you die at home. Either way, you're going to cause distress, so I see no harm talking this through. A more complete understanding of what his thought process is here might help you be more sure about whatever you end up choosing to do.

The thing is I suffer from bouts of psychosis on a daily basis and being out in the woods trying to ctb worries me

 

[Sideswipe]

Yes I would. I find it frustrating that I would be allowed to do it and it would be socially acceptable if I had cancer but terminal illness of the mind... you have to pop at the bottom of a cliff or die in a field