What would you do if suicide were impossible?

[rs929]

I've been thinking lately that every method is too damn hard/unreliable. So there is a chance that I'll never be able to go through it.
What would you do with your life if you learned that suicide is not possible?

 

[WornOutLife]

I'd probably end up in a psych ward and die there as an old mad man. I don't think I have the strength to be a normal person anymore.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'd pay someone to kill me. You said suicides impossible but you never mentioned murder.

 

[MindFog]

I'd probably go crazy from internalizing all my panic attacks.
I have no mouth and I must scream.

 

[ZardozOmega]

There is no version of this story that does not end with me committing suicide.

 

[Zhontafly]

Curse the gods and go swimming with the sharks.

 

[Anathema]

Myth of Sisyphus - Suicide Edition.

 

[yive]

I'd pay someone to kill me. You said suicides impossible but you never mentioned murder.

great idea.
also, my prospects: psych ward or prison.

 

[Zhontafly]

I've been thinking lately that every method is too damn hard/unreliable. So there is a chance that I'll never be able to go through it.
What would you do with your life if you learned that suicide is not possible?

There are easy reliable methods but the governments are restricting and controlling our access to them. Shit world, being run by shit people for shit brained people.

 

[MrBlue]

Ultimately probably end up dying homeless, in a psychward, or still living with my parents after going batshit crazy from being isolated for so long.

 

[Gerard de Nerval]

There is a novel by Sebald that surrounds the suicides of 4 individuals in distinct chapters. One of the characters allows the director of a mental hospital --sadistic in mind and reason -- to surge electricity in his brain to slowly destroy his memory, which for the character and Sebald consider a sort of suicide.

 

[Tired_Tired]

Personally, I think alone in the wilderness is the best if you are not starving to death. In the wild you may lowered your desire for material. Possible you will find the meaning of life. In the wild, you don't need credit card, ID and money. When you are sick or attacked by animals you don't need a doctor. Let nature decide your destiny. You don't need to love and hate. You don't need to worry what other people think of you. You just nobody. The problem is hard to find a isolated place and this is hard decision because you have to give up all.

 

[Bigpink]

Wait death patiently in a care or nursing home

 

[Deleted member 94]

There are reliable cliffs in my country. If I survive sn they would be plan b.

 

[Nexuno]

Wait death patiently in a care or nursing home

Me too. Sooner or later it must come to an end.

 

[GoneGirl]

I'm in such a similar position to you & my mind is like a pendulum swinging from I do want to kill myself to I don't want to kill myself, then back to I do.

If suicide wasn't an option.. I seriously don't know I think just see where life takes me. Not so bad I guess :(

 

[Pookie]

I would howl like a wild animal all day and night. Hopefully I'll annoy someone enough that they'll kill me just to shut me up.

 

[Butterflyshadow]

I am an extremely impulsive person if I had access to the sn I believe that in a particularly emotional and desperate moment I would take it, maybe I could regret it during the passage from life to death but I know that at that point my life will no longer be covered by misery...
otherwise I would continue to live my life hoping for a miracle

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Psych ward or prison

 

[Deleted member 22624]

I give up easily except when it comes to CTB. I'll just keep searching

 

[stygal]

I'd probably go crazy from internalizing all my panic attacks.
I have no mouth and I must scream.

Did you read that as well? Amazing.

OPs Question:

I'd give up and just stay in my room, watch stuff all day and I'd try starving myself (which I nearly succeeded in in 2014) so I'd give it another go...even if it would take months/years in the form of gradually starvation.

 

[TAW122]

I'd most likely be as much as a drain (do close to nothing - being a NEET as much as possible) on the prohibitionist society until something causes my death (natural causes, illness, someone/something kills me).

 

[Lost10]

Put my self in a situation where I'd be killed.

 

[WOODESITY]

If i know that suicide is impossible to exit suffering permanently, that sounds choking terrible thing, it's like taking away the right that everyone should have, if others decide to bring me into this life and I'm not allowed to exit, it's terrible. It is worst kind of rape and imprisonment, in real world suicide is always possible i think if one can get himself to do so, but if for whatever reason one cannot, i think just hope for natural death,i would personally damage myself as much as possible, self destruction

 

[Hirokami]

I would do what I've been trying to do for years: become numb.

 

[Blue Rose]

Severe poverty and mental illnesses would kill me with their mercy upon this miserable.

 

[Jeannine]

Cry lol

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

1. Becomming a Buddhist monk
2. If not 1), I'd probably live with family or living alone, with the shittiest lifestyle possible (drunk, fast food, smoke, caffein, stay up extremely late,... ) in order to shorten my lifespan as much as possible.

Severe poverty and mental illnesses would kill me with their mercy upon this miserable.

Yes, there're researchs prove that people with psychological stress have higher chance to have Sudden Cardiac Death.

Emotional causes of sudden death - PubMed

The author reviews concepts important to understanding the emotional causes of sudden death, which occurs in the psychological setting of hopelessness, powerlessness, and intense emotions. The cardiovascular system responds to stress in a way that makes sudden death more likely. Studies...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Also, there's a research proves that being lonely is more toxic than smoking 15 cigarettes per day.

What to Know About Emotional Health

Find out what you need to know about emotional health, and discover the pros, cons, risks, and benefits, and how it may affect mental health.

www.webmd.com

 

[Ihavenofriends]

I'd find a suicidal person, help them kill themselves, then go to prison and get the death penalty. :)

 

[Sensei]

Go into total isolation.