Discussion What would you do at the end of your life?

[Nothing.]

Imagine you had just a few years left and you knew which day you were going to die. There's nothing you can do to avoid it. How would you live your remaining years? Would you continue your lifestyle or change it?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd jus try to sleep as much as possible as sleeping is the closest to not existing and no matter what I'd just never want to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence that never should had been imposed, all I want is to be permanently free from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence so terrible and cruel that is just waiting to die anyway, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of torturous suffering, I just want to erase this terrible cruel existence so it's like I never suffered.

 

[lucyisleavingus]

I'd do everything I could to spend every second with my favorite person. She's my best friend. I've had a crush on her for almost 9 years now. I know she doesn't love me back. But if I knew my time was soon I'd try to make it all the way across the country just to be in her presence for however long she'd tolerate me. Part of the reason I'm on here is the unrequited love I have for her. I just have a teeny tiny shred of hope left that maybe someday I'll find the right opportunity to show her just how much I love her. That shred is the only thing keeping me here.

 

[Nothing.]

I'd jus try to sleep as much as possible as sleeping is the closest to not existing and no matter what I'd just never want to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence that never should had been imposed, all I want is to be permanently free from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence so terrible and cruel that is just waiting to die anyway, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of torturous suffering, I just want to erase this terrible cruel existence so it's like I never suffered.

Yeah, I love sleeping for that. I wish I had time to get more of it. It's a great way to just pass time without feeling. I even tell people it's my hobby, despite my lack of it.

I'd do everything I could to spend every second with my favorite person. She's my best friend. I've had a crush on her for almost 9 years now. I know she doesn't love me back. But if I knew my time was soon I'd try to make it all the way across the country just to be in her presence for however long she'd tolerate me. Part of the reason I'm on here is the unrequited love I have for her. I just have a teeny tiny shred of hope left that maybe someday I'll find the right opportunity to show her just how much I love her. That shred is the only thing keeping me here.

I'm sorry that you've had unrequited love for so long. You never know how much time you have left. It may be a few years, is I would try to avoid letting you to continue suffer. I'm not an expert and I don't know your exact situation, but I think you should either talk to her or try to find someone else so you don't continue to watch your life go bye. Hopefully, you will get the opportunity, but you shouldn't waste all your time or energy on something that hasn't happened for so long. You deserve to be happy now, not just in 9 more years.

 

[Nothing.]

To specify by a few years I mean 3-10.

 

[Flowerpup]

I set a date for me some years after so I can tell you what I have been doing

I started falling into debt carelessly, buying shit i never bought before nor was i able to bought for myself when I was younger.On that same branch, I started to try and remember what I used to like trough the years... i was a F up kid... sleeping whenever i have free time, mostly because I have no energy not what to do anything else. I started to reduce my social life to reduce impact and started doing long periods of disappearing so that when I am dead wont be weird to just go silent.

Do I recommend any of this? hell no, but its what I have been doing i guess. No more real than that I also finally started commenting and talking here, joined random ass discords for doomposting and vent.

Just having a date, method and everything ready has made everything both feel so easygoing and feel pointless.

 

[Nothing.]

Thanks for sharing. I can relate to some of the stuff you said.

 

[canidiealreadyy]

Imagine you had just a few years left and you knew which day you were going to die. There's nothing you can do to avoid it. How would you live your remaining years? Would you continue your lifestyle or change it?

i would spent as much time as i can with my cat and dog. eat lots of chipotle, finish as many movies as i can. and i would probably on the last day i have ask out as many people as possible lmao and try not to die a virgin.

 

[SASU-KE]

i would spent as much time as i can with my cat and dog. eat lots of chipotle, finish as many movies as i can. and i would probably on the last day i have ask out as many people as possible lmao and try not to die a virgin.

Are you trying to get 'shot down'?


I would live the same way I'm living now. I have a good life but since I'm anhedonic I don't really enjoy it.

I'm going to travel a bit next year just to see if it changes things.

 

[ZeroRedz02]

Imagine you had just a few years left and you knew which day you were going to die. There's nothing you can do to avoid it. How would you live your remaining years? Would you continue your lifestyle or change it?

There's no guarantee I'll even make it another year, and I know for sure I'll never make it to my forties. I've never had the wherewithal to face life alone, and I never will. As soon as I set foot outside my home alone, I'll already consider myself homeless, ignored, and even killed by my own biology, or by another being.

 

[Nothing.]

i would spent as much time as i can with my cat and dog. eat lots of chipotle, finish as many movies as i can. and i would probably on the last day i have ask out as many people as possible lmao and try not to die a virgin.

Sounds like a fun way to go out. Do you got a movie list?

Are you trying to get 'shot down'?


I would live the same way I'm living now. I have a good life but since I'm anhedonic I don't really enjoy it.

I'm going to travel a bit next year just to see if it changes things.

This is my first time I have heard of anhedonic. Thanks for helping me learn something new. I hope you find traveling brings you joy.

There's no guarantee I'll even make it another year, and I know for sure I'll never make it to my forties. I've never had the wherewithal to face life alone, and I never will. As soon as I set foot outside my home alone, I'll already consider myself homeless, ignored, and even killed by my own biology, or by another being.

I'm sorry that you feel so alone and so hopeless. I hope you can friends or others to brave it with you.

 

[SASU-KE]

This is my first time I have heard of anhedonic. Thanks for helping me learn something new. I hope you find traveling brings you joy.

Yeah, I had no idea either before I came here. I knew how I felt, but I didn't really care to learn more about it or to know what it was called.Because the problem with anhedonia is you don't care about things like that.

Sasu teaches you a lot,grammar improves,you become more articulate.


You'll see a lot of people here afflicted with it. For example @anhedonic_moron

 

[Nothing.]

Yeah, I had no idea either before I came here. I knew how I felt, but I didn't really care to learn more about it or to know what it was called.Because the problem with anhedonia is you don't care about things like that.

Sasu teaches you a lot,grammar improves,you become more articulate.


You'll see a lot of people here afflicted with it. For example @anhedonic_moron

I believe I've met some people with it. I never knew what to call it though. Some of them seemed to suffer with DID too.

 

[depressedkid17]

Trying not to die a virgin is so real

 

[canidiealreadyy]

Sounds like a fun way to go out. Do you got a movie list?

i have a watchlist with well over 200 movies! i will probably never get to watch them all though but i will try.

 

[Nothing.]

i have a watchlist with well over 200 movies! i will probably never get to watch them all though but i will try.

That's a lot. I hope you can get through some of them. And hopefully with a friend or someone else to share it with.