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I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
Nothing, for me.
 
SosoruzeDosukoi

SosoruzeDosukoi

Tired
Mar 27, 2021
48
I don't know anymore. There are activities that do still bring me joy, but they're more distractions if anything, and not something that makes me enjoy being alive.
 
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Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
360
Not being disabled.
 
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goat

goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
Mental issues, past traumas and legal bureaucratic problems with my permit to stay in the country where I live currently disappearing
 
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know_better_than

Member
Aug 24, 2020
5
Having friends and being able to pursue goals and dreams of mine long term. ADHD, trauma, social anxiety keep that from being a reality. I'm a broken person that can't imagine forming close and healthy relationships.
 
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seamus

Member
May 17, 2021
63
Money and plenty of it
 
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LCS8555

Member
Jun 2, 2021
17
Money ! I dont even want to be rich. I just want the money i worked hard for, back where it belongs. with me. i "invested" it badly and now im fucked :(
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Nothing fancy. Just a device that could detraumatize my brain
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
816
If this world changed into a place that wasn't so cold and cruel. Also if my mental illness would disappear so I could make friends and get a job.
 
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Elysium Searcher

Elysium Searcher

Longing for eternal sleep
Jun 12, 2021
62
If I had a new nervous system, then maybe... Some money.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,670
I don't think anything would. I have never enjoyed life and it is simply the way I am. It is uncomfortable simply being conscious and aware. Even if I erased certain memories and got rid of health problems, I still wouldn't want to be here. Existing is repetitive and pointless in my opinion and I hate the idea of reaching an old age.
 
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KadathianStr1d3r

KadathianStr1d3r

Shattered Mannequin
Nov 21, 2018
278
Movies. Running. Fights and games.
I also love seeing people who deserved to get beat up get karma, always pleasing to see a bully get what he deserves ;)
Btw: I also like living to be with the people on the site. Still gives me hope.
 

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