TriggerHappy
In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
- Jan 24, 2021
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okay, so I've lived a very sketchy life, loved it tho. But I'm done.
So synchronicity :: were working a private party where I know the combination to the safe. The last time when I tried to ctb was when I was being hunted by police for a similar offence. The guy I'm knocking is a family friend - with floads of influence & power. He invests in my farm, knows my sister etc.
So when I do what I do I would have to dissappear (he hunts for fun and will come after me) I don't really wanna do something shameful before I ctb but it will force me out of this delirious boredom and off the farm into the underground. I will have no contact with family (was forced to surrender my rights) they will commit me. Again. Being hunted brings a desperation like nothing else...trust me I know.. I can't come back once its done. I will need the money to get to cape Town and live in my favorite hotel. I can't steal from the farm :: people will lose their jobs.
Its complicated.
Or am I being stupid/ desperate? I know I am tho.
So synchronicity :: were working a private party where I know the combination to the safe. The last time when I tried to ctb was when I was being hunted by police for a similar offence. The guy I'm knocking is a family friend - with floads of influence & power. He invests in my farm, knows my sister etc.
So when I do what I do I would have to dissappear (he hunts for fun and will come after me) I don't really wanna do something shameful before I ctb but it will force me out of this delirious boredom and off the farm into the underground. I will have no contact with family (was forced to surrender my rights) they will commit me. Again. Being hunted brings a desperation like nothing else...trust me I know.. I can't come back once its done. I will need the money to get to cape Town and live in my favorite hotel. I can't steal from the farm :: people will lose their jobs.
Its complicated.
Or am I being stupid/ desperate? I know I am tho.
