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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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The method that the Peaceful Pill Handbook mentions. What is the worst disability or permanent damage that can happen if you don't die or get saved while doing this method?
 
Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

Without her I'm just a cheap Louis Krages
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I asked details on amitriptyline a while ago and someone replied telling their experience with nortriptyline, no long term damage. From what I've read, neither amitriptyline or chloroquine leave long lasting effects in case of survival, but I'll have to check my sources again and share them just to be sure.
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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I asked details on amitriptyline a while ago and someone replied telling their experience with nortriptyline, no long term damage. From what I've read, neither amitriptyline or chloroquine leave long lasting effects in case of survival, but I'll have to check my sources again and share them just to be sure.
I would imagine heart problems would persist after a failed attempt. But the potential permanent damage of a metjod that failed is a massive factor in what I'll choose. I am mostly set on SN, but I heard some gruesome things from failed attempts despite most saying there is no damage.
 
Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

Without her I'm just a cheap Louis Krages
Feb 3, 2025
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I would imagine heart problems would persist after a failed attempt. But the potential permanent damage of a metjod that failed is a massive factor in what I'll choose. I am mostly set on SN, but I heard some gruesome things from failed attempts despite most saying there is no damage.

"A 25 year old girl presented with severe amitriptyline poisoning causing pulseless VT and prolonged cardiac arrest. After 3 h of uninterrupted external cardiac massage, together with nine DC shocks and intra venous bicarbonate injections the rhythm reverted to a nodal tachycardia, initial 2D echocardiogram showed left ventricular dysfunction, which recovered to normal after 2 weeks and the patient had a complete recovery subsequently."

"She was extubated on fourth day and was transferred to the medical ward for continuation of care. She was discharged after 1 week from the incident, when she obtained complete recovery."

"Her follow up ECGs done at 1 week and 1 month after discharge, showed sinus rhythm with normal T waves. The repeat 2D echocardiogram performed after 2 weeks showed improvement in her ejection fraction to 55 % with normal sized cardiac chambers. She did not have any other neurological deficits except for the short term retrograde amnesia that persisted."

Ok, this one is a bit more grim. Fucking hell, even killing yourself is so complicated 😪
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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"A 25 year old girl presented with severe amitriptyline poisoning causing pulseless VT and prolonged cardiac arrest. After 3 h of uninterrupted external cardiac massage, together with nine DC shocks and intra venous bicarbonate injections the rhythm reverted to a nodal tachycardia, initial 2D echocardiogram showed left ventricular dysfunction, which recovered to normal after 2 weeks and the patient had a complete recovery subsequently."

"She was extubated on fourth day and was transferred to the medical ward for continuation of care. She was discharged after 1 week from the incident, when she obtained complete recovery."

"Her follow up ECGs done at 1 week and 1 month after discharge, showed sinus rhythm with normal T waves. The repeat 2D echocardiogram performed after 2 weeks showed improvement in her ejection fraction to 55 % with normal sized cardiac chambers. She did not have any other neurological deficits except for the short term retrograde amnesia that persisted."
Lol, I was just reading that first one.
 
Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

Without her I'm just a cheap Louis Krages
Feb 3, 2025
494
Lol, I was just reading that first one.
Unfortunately not a lot of information on what we're trying to do, or at least not freely or easily available. That's why this place is so dear to me. Last night I found another paper on chloroquine (the method I'm considering after people here advised against amitriptyline) and it also mentioned patients making a full recovery with the exception of an intentional OD which thankfully ended in death.
 
KillingPain267

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Ok, this one is a bit more grim. Fucking hell, even killing yourself is so complicated 😪
At least the good thing is that the keyword is "unusual". But yeah, I had no idea suicide would be this hard. Those who actually do it are so tough motherfuckers! But I guess with the Amitriptyline, SN or similar methods the importance is to not be found and brought to hospitals where these doctor so called "heroes" "save" you (ugh, I feel like if I found someone dying and clearly showed it was suicide that I should lesve them alone; to which I would probably get in legal trouble despite respecting someone's autonomy).

I plan on doing it in some large forest at 2am and throw away my phone so I have no chance of calling anyone in panic. I doubt anyone survives these methods if they just have long enough to work, even if it was initially more or less botched.
Unfortunately not a lot of information on what we're trying to do, or at least not freely or easily available. That's why this place is so dear to me. Last night I found another paper on chloroquine (the method I'm considering after people here advised against amitriptyline) and it also mentioned patients making a full recovery with the exception of an intentional OD which thankfully ended in death.
Can you sum up what and why they advised against amitriptyline? I find the search bar here not that good.
 
Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

Without her I'm just a cheap Louis Krages
Feb 3, 2025
494
At least the good thing is that the keyword is "unusual". But yeah, I had no idea suicide would be this hard. Those who actually do it are so tough motherfuckers! But I guess with the Amitriptyline, SN or similar methods the importance is to not be found and brought to hospitals where these doctor so called "heroes" "save" you (ugh, I feel like if I found someone dying and clearly showed it was suicide that I should lesve them alone; to which I would probably get in legal trouble despite respecting someone's autonomy).

I plan on doing it in some large forest at 2am and throw away my phone so I have no chance of calling anyone in panic. I doubt anyone survives these methods if they just have long enough to work, even if it was initially more or less botched.

Can you sum up what and why they advised against amitriptyline? I find the search bar here not that good.

Didn't get a really clear answer other than SN would be better.
 

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