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JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
As a kid i was very creative, still am Kind of. I wrote books, tried drawing and stuff. But i quickly found out that i really love making and watching movies. I knew that i want to be a movie maker when i grow up. I still have that dream in me. I'm 28 now, i guess i still have time.
 
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rayisnothereyet

rayisnothereyet

Member
May 9, 2023
16
when i was a kid, i imagined that i would be a lady who dressed in interesting outfits and roamed the streets of european cities finding interesting things to paint, to sit at a cafe and watch the world go by. im 'only' 18, but i feel even now that it's something i'll never get to do. but it would have been nice.
 
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GreaterThanLessThan

GreaterThanLessThan

Member
Oct 10, 2025
38
I wanted to be a computational physicist ever since I was a kid, but that takes time that I don't have or care to give
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
i really dont remember what my dream life was as a young kid but i did like drawing. would've been nice to be an artist.
 
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SuicidalTendencies

SuicidalTendencies

Member
Oct 13, 2025
6
I wanted to be a high school history teacher, but I couldn't finish high school, so I studied another profession that I hate.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Dolphin trainer
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,304
I just wanted to do art. I worked really hard to get my dream (more or less) and, it has sustained me for a long time.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,972
I wanted to be a pilot as I love traveling and flying. I am too blind to get a pilot's licence though.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
508
I wanted to be a book and movie/tv show translator.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
292
astronaut. i wanted to be on the moon
 
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MissAbyss

Member
Jul 20, 2025
585
Veterinarian.
 
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trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

Experienced
Jun 11, 2025
225
Therapist. I was 12 when I got put in therapy so I wanted to help people like me. That dream left when I realized I am too fucked up to even help myself I can't even begin to help others who also have serious issues.
 
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Ariii

Ariii

Student
Oct 29, 2023
151
veterinarian, Im probably not capable of caring for even pets properly nowdays lol
 
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679chocolates

679chocolates

hopeless romantic
Oct 1, 2024
31
when i was little i memorized and gave speeches in front of rows of adults , because of this i got told id be the president one day. then a random day when i was 12 "financial analyst" showed up somehow and now thats what im forcing myself to study for even though im not really interested in anything anymore.
 
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Reindropz

Falling at terminal velocity
Jul 8, 2025
10
I really wanted to get in fashion and designing. I made so many designs on paper when I was younger. I ended up giving that dream up in the face of big things like 'job security' and a profession that had a chance of paying much better
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,652
Mostly, nothing. I don't ever remember trying to plan out a life. Then in hs I was good at math and enjoyed helping my friends. I was going to try being a math teacher. A guidance counselor pointed me toward engineering instead. I passed because I could always do the maths but I'm no engineer. It's led me down an incredibly unstable professional career path. Which has helped ruin me.
I would go back and stick to what I wanted. Teachers make less but it's steady and had good benefits. It's my fault for being weak and just going along with whatever.
 
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PeopleAreCruel

PeopleAreCruel

Member
Oct 14, 2025
29
I always wanted to be an actor or a filmmaker. At one point an artist.
 
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