Neogoloid
Crush me until there’s nothing left
- Oct 28, 2023
- 200
• Small tasks feel like a drag. Brushing teeth, washing my face, showering, using the bathroom, getting out of bed, etc. Only things I enjoy doing bring me joy, anything else is a tough drag, I still do them of course.
• Constant suicidal thoughts, although suicide definitely isn't a bad thing.
• No motivation to do anything or any goals, haven't worked in a year. Just lay around eating, jerking off, watching shows, anime and cartoons. Or going on hikes.
• Finding comfort in nostalgia, looking back on happy memories and old shows I used to watch.
• Mental exhaustion, not physically exhausted. I'm pretty physically active despite being a neet. But my brain feels tired at times.
• Messy room
• Eating lots of junk food.
• Constant suicidal thoughts, although suicide definitely isn't a bad thing.
• No motivation to do anything or any goals, haven't worked in a year. Just lay around eating, jerking off, watching shows, anime and cartoons. Or going on hikes.
• Finding comfort in nostalgia, looking back on happy memories and old shows I used to watch.
• Mental exhaustion, not physically exhausted. I'm pretty physically active despite being a neet. But my brain feels tired at times.
• Messy room
• Eating lots of junk food.
