honeydippin
waifu4laifu
- Jul 28, 2026
- 7
all I do is drink, have a episode and cut myself to the point I bleed out on the floor and regret it, promise ill get better then it repeats
I dont know who im living for necessarily
my mom? my sister's? my brother?
my boyfriend wants to die as much as I do and im keeping him waiting because im paranoid.
its my moms birthday and i keep threatening a blade to my neck in my room crying
I feel selfish, I act fine to my boyfriend when he knows im not fine
he has a family I dont want him to die with me as much as I want him to, we plan to but I cant do that to his family
ill take something deeply precious to them
many mental hospital visits many discharges many medication and what is it for
I dont have anything to give so why do I keep trying over and over
again, its my moms birthday
all I can feel is guilt why did she have someone like me, im celebrating it as if I didnt make her life hell worrying about me
I dont know who im living for necessarily
my mom? my sister's? my brother?
my boyfriend wants to die as much as I do and im keeping him waiting because im paranoid.
its my moms birthday and i keep threatening a blade to my neck in my room crying
I feel selfish, I act fine to my boyfriend when he knows im not fine
he has a family I dont want him to die with me as much as I want him to, we plan to but I cant do that to his family
ill take something deeply precious to them
many mental hospital visits many discharges many medication and what is it for
I dont have anything to give so why do I keep trying over and over
again, its my moms birthday
all I can feel is guilt why did she have someone like me, im celebrating it as if I didnt make her life hell worrying about me
