What the fuck am I doing wrong?

[Ednospatient]

Currently sitting with a noose around my neck, tried partial with both sitting down and kneeling forwards, but I can't make myself pass out, no matter how hard I try. This is my fourth (!) time and I just want to succeed.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

This is my fourth (!) time and I just want to succeed.

I don't mean to sound insincere or presumptuous, but plz don't feel you have to rush anything. And we're here to listen or talk if you want.

 

[Nati]

I'm with you..
Tried partial and night-night so many times that I'm getting convinced that it's all a myth and all the videos that show those methods are staged by 'pro life' organizations to make people stop trying…

 

[Addi_Madd]

A while back I spent an evening reading through the entire Night Night thread. I'm semi convinced that the original poster came up with it as a hypothetical thought exercise, as in something that he felt would work in theory as all the individual components sound like they make sense, but putting it all together is highly impractical with a super high failure rate. It looks like only a very very small minority of people have done it successfully.

 

[Risperdead]

Currently sitting with a noose around my neck, tried partial with both sitting down and kneeling forwards, but I can't make myself pass out, no matter how hard I try. This is my fourth (!) time and I just want to succeed. same difficulties

Currently sitting with a noose around my neck, tried partial with both sitting down and kneeling forwards, but I can't make myself pass out, no matter how hard I try. This is my fourth (!) time and I just want to succeed.

for me its the exact same experience,
tried very often.
i am also very angry my attempt with Metoclopramid, Hydroxychloroquine and Diazepam failed because of too little MCP, so that i vomited.
Wish you the very best Ednospatient !

 

[plough22]

I've tried it too, that sweet spot is not too easy to find. It might too SI, you are back in this group. Good luck with what you decide

 

[Ednospatient]

Seems like hanging isn't for me. I'm unable to order SN which sucks. So I'm torn between overdosing and carbon monoxide poisoning. Overdosing is unreliable but it's the method I like the most. Carbon monoxide poisoning takes a surprising amount of prep and I'm not sure if I have the motivation to do everything.

 

[Apricity]

Seems like hanging isn't for me. I'm unable to order SN which sucks. So I'm torn between overdosing and carbon monoxide poisoning. Overdosing is unreliable but it's the method I like the most. Carbon monoxide poisoning takes a surprising amount of prep and I'm not sure if I have the motivation to do everything.

I'm starting to think about OD also. My Nitrogen just got delayed AGAIN. I ordered almost 2 months ago. Fentanyl is talked about as a good way, but I just find a table that shows there's something even stronger called Oxymorphone.