honeydippin
waifu4laifu
- Jul 28, 2026
- 9
been a few days since I said much here,
wording may be off as im really tired im sorry.
Hello im bowie, you may not know me and I in fact dont know anything about you.
But we are here for 2 or more reasons which is all personalized but all in the same category.
I joined here to figure out whats next in my life,
am I gonna do it? should I really generally do it? what are the risks and whats the end goal what message am I trying to convey doing any of this, and I simply couldnt even answer these so I came here to find answers by lurking, trying to see for myself how people cope with similar questions like mine but I never asked myself
what does suicide mean to me?
does it mean peace, does it mean succeeding or being defeated or does it mean nothing but just the concept of giving up.
I believe to me,
it means nothing but nothing clearly has something for it to be defined as nothing.
I feel like if I do it if I really go thru with it
it wont matter, itll bring my family dread and I wont be able to even grasp feelings of me being gone I wouldnt have a brain to even think of any of that
all those words all those thoughts would be completely out of my reach,
ill just be free of pain from the world but causing more pain and sorrow into it
from me simply doing what "god" didnt plan for me to do.
we are after all,
all here for a reason ?
but why do people suffer more then others expecting to get back up over and over again
are they meant to just give up like many others have
or is it just some people are lucky then others that the thought of suicide is really actually nothing compared to others who always had that option .
in conclusion,
I believe I answered my question yet I cant answer it nor I believe I can ever answer unless I go thru with it but like I said I wouldnt be able to grasp those words if I did
wording may be off as im really tired im sorry.
Hello im bowie, you may not know me and I in fact dont know anything about you.
But we are here for 2 or more reasons which is all personalized but all in the same category.
I joined here to figure out whats next in my life,
am I gonna do it? should I really generally do it? what are the risks and whats the end goal what message am I trying to convey doing any of this, and I simply couldnt even answer these so I came here to find answers by lurking, trying to see for myself how people cope with similar questions like mine but I never asked myself
what does suicide mean to me?
does it mean peace, does it mean succeeding or being defeated or does it mean nothing but just the concept of giving up.
I believe to me,
it means nothing but nothing clearly has something for it to be defined as nothing.
I feel like if I do it if I really go thru with it
it wont matter, itll bring my family dread and I wont be able to even grasp feelings of me being gone I wouldnt have a brain to even think of any of that
all those words all those thoughts would be completely out of my reach,
ill just be free of pain from the world but causing more pain and sorrow into it
from me simply doing what "god" didnt plan for me to do.
we are after all,
all here for a reason ?
but why do people suffer more then others expecting to get back up over and over again
are they meant to just give up like many others have
or is it just some people are lucky then others that the thought of suicide is really actually nothing compared to others who always had that option .
in conclusion,
I believe I answered my question yet I cant answer it nor I believe I can ever answer unless I go thru with it but like I said I wouldnt be able to grasp those words if I did
