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itssoover21

itssoover21

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May 21, 2025
12
I've been thinking alot about this recently, and it seems like I'll probably choose radiohead and laufey. What are your picks for your ctb playlist?
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
:pfff::pfff:

 
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khek0_

khek0_

waiting
Oct 28, 2024
7
i'd prefer ending it in silence, don't get me wrong i love music dearly, it's one of the few things that keep me stable (most of the time), but i think there's something beautiful about dying in silence with just my final thoughts and nothing else. radiohead is a good pick though. especially tracks like motion picture soundtrack or how to disappear completely
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
460
Unfortunately, I haven't found a suitable song yet
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Specialist
Mar 12, 2025
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Gotta be this one.... without a doubt.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
801
New order - True Faith 💙 I would listen to it before I leave. But I also want to die in silence
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
silence for me
 
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pinkcatxd

pinkcatxd

Member
May 15, 2025
6
Ethel Cain - strangers
 
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falseNightingale

falseNightingale

Wax and Feathers, Fly me to the End
Jun 3, 2024
8
Some of my personal picks are

1. Oh Comely by NMH
2. Life in a Glasshouse by Radiohead
3. Let There Be Light Again by Sunset Rollercoaster
4. Sleep by GY!BE
 
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Somnius

New Member
May 24, 2025
3
I'd like to die in silence. But before that, I'd probably listen to
1. Hurt by Johnny Cash
2. Lonely by PALAYE ROYALE
3. All I Think About Now by PIXIES
4. this feeling by øneheart
 
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cececinderella

cececinderella

would be an irl shoujo if I didn't want to CTB lol
May 11, 2025
22


So Cold In Ireland by the Cranberries. My best friend used to listen to them before he CTB. It would hurt to hear this song for the last time, but I'd be at peace.
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
494


or

 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
929
One of the first goodbye posts I saw here was someone taking the SN and listening to One More Song by Randy Meisner on repeat before he died. It stuck with me. I think I'd listen to that a few minutes before and then die with my thoughts.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
604


This one, or Comfortably Numb.
 
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