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AaronHernandez

AaronHernandez

Fairytale gone bad
Sep 6, 2021
10
What makes you relax? Me alcohol I know I shouldn't be drinking with pills and Gregorian music.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,627
The thought of no longer being alive. How when I am dead there will be no more suffering and I will be at peace.
 
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Hangman

Member
Nov 4, 2021
60
Video games, laying in the bed and reading forums. I used to smoke pot at some point but it had negative effects on me. Alcohol was only fun in social setting and I don't do much social anymore. I'm wary of touching any other substances. I once tried an opioid, and it was too pleasant experience to touch again.
 
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Lostandlooking

In limbo
Jul 23, 2020
489
Yup, alcohol. Though it doesn't always work. Weed used to work but nowadays it just makes my head spin with thoughts. It can make me a lot more anxious. Videogames and movies are nice distractions.
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Ricola and staying on SS
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Drugs.
 
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AnotherTragicName

AnotherTragicName

Member
Sep 10, 2021
83
Taking a warm shower after more then one week of not taking care of my depressed arse is pretty amazing. Besides, I like exercise.
 
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existtosuffer

existtosuffer

Student
Sep 22, 2021
150
Cats.
 
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HiImPaul

HiImPaul

Student
Nov 5, 2021
125
Getting knocked out for surgery was pretty relaxing. Ended up sleeping 16 hours once I got home. Typically only get 3/4 hours of sleep each night so that was nice.
 
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kurisutinabestgirl

kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
Anime, sleep, alcohol, nicotine, daydreaming
 
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NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
I take sleeping pills to be able to sleep, lying in bed relaxed.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,160
The thoughts of ending it all. I constantly fantasize about the day I will die and the moments before that. It's almost every single hour. Apart from that,this forum is probably the most comforting thing in my life right now.
 
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MeltedJello

MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,213
Videogames, playing guitar, SS, listening to music, sleeping, self harm.
 
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