What others will find

[Lady black]

Have you ever thought about how you will look like, when your corpse will be found? Do you think your finder will be shocked? Will you do something to make it look less gruesome? I will put a hood over my head, like a executed person at hanging, when I hang myself. Just not to show my hanged face

 

[cherub]

I may be blue like the rose in my profile pic.

 

[Lady black]

So you will die by asphyxiation?

 

[cherub]

So you will die by asphyxiation?

No.

 

[Lady black]

How could you get blue then?

 

[cherub]

How could you get blue then?

Cyanosis.

 

[Lady black]

From poison?

 

[cherub]

From poison?

Essentially, yeah.

 

[Redt2go]

Have you ever thought about how you will look like, when your corpse will be found? Do you think your finder will be shocked? Will you do something to make it look less gruesome? I will put a hood over my head, like a executed person at hanging, when I hang myself. Just not to show my hanged face

Yeah, I think about how my family will see me at my funeral. I'm using a hotel and I'll leave a warning sign on the bathroom door

 

[ThisIsTheLastNight]

It also worries me how I will look like. How strangers will feel when they find me hanging in the forest, is not important for me. There life will go on. But how my relatives will feel when they have to recognize my corps makes me sad.

 

[Lady black]

a big fear is that some pervert could find my body and "play" with my corpse

 

[littlelady774]

a big fear is that some pervert could find my body and "play" with my corpse

Oh dang... You've given me a new fear :/

 

[TheCrow]

Here's something fucked up that I didn't know: where I live in the states, by law if you die of an opiate overdose, they have to continue to attempt to revive you for a number of hours after you die. My friend died of a heroin/fent overdose, and even though she was found dead on the scene (dead for over an hour), when they took her away, they actually took her (dead body) to a hospital room, put her in a bed, sat her (again, dead body) up, shoved a breathing tube down her throat, and had her sit there for hours while her family & husband watched until the mandatory number of hours passed and then she could be taken to the coroner. Her eyes were open the whole time. WHAT. THE. FUCK.

 

[Lady black]

That sounds horrible

 

[crova]

Have you ever thought about how you will look like, when your corpse will be found? Do you think your finder will be shocked? Will you do something to make it look less gruesome? I will put a hood over my head, like a executed person at hanging, when I hang myself. Just not to show my hanged face

All the time...

And I feel so bad about it. I know these people who could find me first very well. He is 73, she is +60...
Thats why Im gonna send a delayed message to the police.
I dont fully trust this 'delay' thing.
It would be much better for me send nothing to anyone.

 

[Sickman75]

Here's something fucked up that I didn't know: where I live in the states, by law if you die of an opiate overdose, they have to continue to attempt to revive you for a number of hours after you die. My friend died of a heroin/fent overdose, and even though she was found dead on the scene (dead for over an hour), when they took her away, they actually took her (dead body) to a hospital room, put her in a bed, sat her (again, dead body) up, shoved a breathing tube down her throat, and had her sit there for hours while her family & husband watched until the mandatory number of hours passed and then she could be taken to the coroner. Her eyes were open the whole time. WHAT. THE. FUCK.

What in the fuck fo real?

 

[crova]

Here's something fucked up that I didn't know: where I live in the states, by law if you die of an opiate overdose, they have to continue to attempt to revive you for a number of hours after you die. My friend died of a heroin/fent overdose, and even though she was found dead on the scene (dead for over an hour), when they took her away, they actually took her (dead body) to a hospital room, put her in a bed, sat her (again, dead body) up, shoved a breathing tube down her throat, and had her sit there for hours while her family & husband watched until the mandatory number of hours passed and then she could be taken to the coroner. Her eyes were open the whole time. WHAT. THE. FUCK.

Its so unreal! It would be a great opening scene of the new thriller movie... a good one.

 

[TheCrow]

Its so unreal! It would be a great opening scene of the new thriller movie... a good one.

Right?!! It totally sounds like a horror movie.

 

[Ali]

How terrible, if he was dead because keep trying to keep you alive, it reads very cruel.

I hope not to be blue, I am pale and would look creepy for whoever finds me. I just hope to see myself decent and groomed. "Do not forget my elegant black clothes"

 

[kels]

This is why I will hang deep in the woods. I plan on hiking for a number of kilometres away from anyone or any easy access. If it takes all day to reach a really remote location so be it. I don't want to be found.

The forests here are endless so this shouldn't be an issue.

I'd like to go out of this world the way I came in, that way nature hopefully returns my remains back to earth a little quicker. Aids in erasing things. Whether that part of the equation actually happens is debatable, but hanging in the woods is a for sure thing.

 

[Sixfeetunder]

Yes, it's one of the reasons I decided against violent methods. I have the supplies for an exit bag (and also talked to the wonderful tiredhorse to fix my problem with that) and SN. Also ordered DMSO. I'm considering downing SN and then using the exit bag, just so that if the exit bag doesn't work (my preferred method), then the SN will be a backup. But I'd prefer to die via the exit bag.

So depending on how it goes, they'll either find a bag on my head, or a bag on my had and I'll be blue from the SN. I'm doing it in a hotel, though. I even know what hotel I'm ctb in.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

a big fear is that some pervert could find my body and "play" with my corpse

same :( i'm so afraid

 

[TheCrow]

What in the fuck fo real?

Yeah. Fucked up, right?

 

[Broken]

If I ctb I plan on going down the n route. So I believe I shouldn't look to bad. Just going to drink the n and then pull the duvet over me. If I go through with it I'm just going to book a hotel room for a couple of nights. I couldn't put my parents through that at there house.