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aneurysm

aneurysm

Mage
Jan 27, 2019
581
it's simple:

1. depression = no energy

2. no energy = no CTB.

3. therefore, depression = no CTB

I keep doing my best, setting goals, quitting addictions, avoiding procrastination etc.
Not because I think that things will get better, but because I feel like if I let myself deteriorate, I'll get to a point where I have zero energy left, not even enough to CTB.

If I keep storing more and more strength, it'll be easier to CTB impulsively when the time comes and maybe even do it in a more fashionable way (like drowning or jumping):

Suicide Club Tumblr Suicide Cat Jump GIF - LowGif
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
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Gather your inner strength until you can unleash it into spontaneous combustion.
 
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