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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
Like what do you want to go with your remains??

For me it would be my headphones. I will even be found wearing them.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
A couple of things.

My cat's ashes/urn. And one of the plushies I have from my late best friend.
 
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alienatedmom9999

Member
Jun 24, 2021
18
I will have my dog's ashes with me when I am cremated, unless he isn't cremated before I ctb. He will be dead before I ctb, because he's the only reason I'm still alive today, but I don't know that I will have it in me to wait for his ashes to be returned before I ctb. I may ctb on the same day that he departs this world.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
A couple of things.

My cat's ashes/urn. And one of the plushies I have from my late best friend.
I wanna get my dog cremated when he passes away and do this as well, mix it with my ashes.
 
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peacefulhorizons

peacefulhorizons

Wizard
Dec 31, 2019
676
my empty N bottle(s)
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,157
My dignity.
 
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Phosphophyllite

Phosphophyllite

3.5
Aug 8, 2021
39
A memento of my grandmother. I miss her.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,780
My last dollar bill. So it can rot with me just to spite the bill collectors.
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
705
I would like to clutch in my dead hands the rosary I use the most and my favorite icon of the Mother of God when I am laid to rest:

Umilenie icon

I would also like to have in my coffin a published copy of my novel, if (God willing) it gets published, after all.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Photo of my high school crush.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
My dog's ash. I loved him so much and I miss him since 8 years. Nothing else, because all my stuff and memories will be for my children. But actually I can't go, it will be too difficult for them.
 
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StevieNixs

StevieNixs

Specialist
Jul 22, 2021
316
My yellow, semi-acoustic electric Epiphone Wildkat guitar. I'd also like my ashes to be stored in a Prozac themed urn like the actress Carrie Fisher.
 
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beefbaby

beefbaby

meh.
Aug 12, 2021
31
12 inch black dildo and a bottle of cheap bourbon
 
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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
What headphones do you have?

Sony WH-1000XM4

I love those cans with all my heart. They would only be replaced with another pair of XM4s or the XM5s if I see the day those are released. I know it is materialistic to love a consumer item so much but I'm always listening to music.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,652
I don't feel connected to any items really. Nothing holds any meaning or significance for me. I do not want to have any remains, all I want is to disappear and leave no traces of my life behind.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
I'm having a green burial so there's not much in term of options that I could be buried with sadly. However, if allowed, I have a chain with a crows foot on it. I wear it quite often and is very close to my heart so I'd love to be buried wearing it.
 
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ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

Wizard
Jan 22, 2021
622
I'd like to take my great granddad's pacemaker with me. It's the only thing I've got that was his
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
Popcorn but also Tibetan book of the dead.
 
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