eidoll
My fate is sealed
- Mar 28, 2026
- 7
It's more that I had so much hope and aspirations in the beginning of my life; I grew up thinking I was smart because my family and teachers told me, I thought I was even talented in the fine arts because my peers told me so. That was all when I was very young though, when I began to mature a little I realized just how average and mediocre I am which in turn caused me to become bitter and constantly disappointed in myself because I was so distracted wallowing in my own self-hatred it was a self-fulfilling prophecy and I ended up truly average. I see my own parents gradually become more disappointed in me day by day... I need to commit so my parents don't feel such a negative emotion. I love them too much to continue disappointing them.
