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m04th

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Mar 4, 2025
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The bus is leaving the station very shortly for me, but I am curious if anyone fears what may bring them after death? I'm not 2Pac, but mine is Reincarnation... the fear of reincarning into an even worse life.
What's yours?
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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any type of continued living. reincarnation, afterlife, ego, ghost. anything that isn't complete nothingness.
 
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Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
333
That someone brings me back
any type of continued living. reincarnation, afterlife, ego, ghost. anything that isn't complete nothingness.
Season 3 Nbc GIF by Law & Order
 
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m04th

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Mar 4, 2025
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any type of continued living. reincarnation, afterlife, ego, ghost. anything that isn't complete nothingness.
do you think this holds you back in any form? mine is, and I'm not sure how to get over it.
 
kitchenwindow197

kitchenwindow197

Student
Sep 22, 2024
131
hell or reincarnation
 
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grapevoid

grapevoid

Mage
Jan 30, 2025
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I'm not really afraid.. I'm already in hell. I can't imagine ending up in any situation that would feel worse than how I feel now.

If reincarnation happens, I hope I reincarnate to literally anything that feels like I belong there but my guess is that nothing happens and I'll just be dead. Who knows.
I mean, if there is a next life and it's worse you could always just ctb again…
That someone brings me back

Season 3 Nbc GIF by Law & Order
Literally my biggest fear is waking up and not being f'ing dead
I feel rage at the thought 😂
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
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that somehow i'm going to be experiencing consciousness the same as what I am now, that this hell will last forever. if that doesn't happen my other fear is NOT getting to have another go at life. I want to have meaning, joy and purpose and contribute again. the vitality and good that I used to know. if it's this sh*t again, i'll end it each and every time.
 
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Grumpy Frog

Grumpy Frog

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Feb 20, 2025
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Besides stuff that most people are afraid of like reincarnation, hell, etc. I'm afraid of seeing dead grandma and grandpa, they both died when I was 12 so they didn't see me passed being a kid. I would not want to hear what they say about my teen years and my adult life. The shame I would feel I would want to die again. I also guess it's a fear but a want because also it would be nice to know they at least saw me grow into an adult.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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i have no fear of anything after Death. 1 second after my brain dies i will cease to exist forever . it will be as if i never existed at all , everything forgotten. non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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Eternal Nothingness – The idea that after death, there is just nothing forever. Many people struggle to grasp what it means to not exist, and the idea of an endless void can be terrifying.

Reincarnation or Being Trapped in an Endless Cycle – Some fear that death won't be the end, and they'll be forced to live again, possibly in worse conditions. The idea of being reborn into suffering over and over can be horrifying.

I hope when i die it last for all time
 
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hawkshorizon

hawkshorizon

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Aug 23, 2023
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Discovering as an atheist and former Catholic that there is an afterlife and hell is my reward for knocking myself off. Now that would suck.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
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My only fear is the separation anxiety my dog will go through. Probably the only reason I'm still here. I will make arrangements for her to be with someone that in the end I know will keep her once they discover my going away isn't temporary, but she will miss me I know.
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
581
any type of continued living. reincarnation, afterlife, ego, ghost. anything that isn't complete nothingness.
Second this. Any type of continuity.
 
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ididnotconsent

ididnotconsent

Student
Mar 16, 2025
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Ending up in an even worse place than this. But nothing ventured nothing gained i guess.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,331
In order: Seeing the (suspected) narcissist that started all this for me. I'd even consider avoiding heaven if they ended up there. It would be a contradiction in terms for me though. Hell would be anywhere they are.

But, in terms of environment: I dread hell first, then reincarnation, then heaven. None of them appeal. I'm hoping there will be nothing more after this.
 
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NeverHis

NeverHis

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Jan 14, 2024
57
Any sort of afterlife, really...
But I've had some strange and scary OBEs... So idk, if they were real, and not just a very livid figment of my imagination, there's places in this socalled afterlife that also scares me.
 
Nemaki Arber

Nemaki Arber

Survivor of too many attempts
Mar 24, 2023
104
My fear is that the egg theory is real and we reincarnate as everyone that's ever lived in our planet. So you'll also have to live some of the worst torture cases or in another be something horrific like a child molester, but also victims of war, and the very last humans before our extinction.

What I hope happens is our soul gets to choose, do we want to rest in the great nothing then reincarnate or forever stay or do you want to be a wandering soul?

Personally I'd want to be a wandering soul, explore the world and the universe and its parallel universes and when the time is right get reincarnated in a new blank slate life in any universe that is right for my soul to grow more. I strongly believe my best friend will be with me in the after life if I kill myself after cancer kills her, I wouldn't want her to be alone in a world we can't reach her at and spending a very long after life with her sounds like heaven to me, this feels like a much more comforting version of the egg theory but I'm not forced to live as everyone that's ever lived, I just get to come back to the lower dimension when it's time for growth in its current state.
 
berriesncreame

berriesncreame

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Apr 3, 2025
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going to hell, reincarnating in to a worser life
 
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depressed_kitten97

depressed_kitten97

It comes and goes in waves, it always does 🌊
Mar 8, 2025
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I am not scared of eternal nothing, nor going to heaven or hell… I personally don't think it exists.

I'm scared of what people will discover about me.
I'm scared of what people will think of me when I am not here.
I am scared that they will realize how much a bad person I am.

It sounds egocentric… I hate it. But it is what I am scared of.

I am scared for my cats.
I am scared of hurting everyone around me.
I am scared my parents won't make it.
I'm scared that ctb will hurt.
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
625
I don't want to be reborn at all; my greatest fear is coming back as a hungry ghost.
 
catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
204
that there is, in fact, something after it!
 
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snwcolt

BANNED
Apr 1, 2025
99
Since my last attempt I've often found myself wondering if I actually succeeded and I'm currently in hell paying for taking my own life. I've accused my family members of being demons charged with my psychological torture, I think it weirded them out a bit
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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That I will have a life review like some ndes report
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
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Like a place of punishment or a wandering ghost with reincarnation at least you wouldn't know like they said ignorance is bliss
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
296
The bus is leaving the station very shortly for me, but I am curious if anyone fears what may bring them after death? I'm not 2Pac, but mine is Reincarnation... the fear of reincarning into an even worse life.
What's yours?
Dammit! I saw this post and immediately thought of the 2pac quote.
 
Nobody'sHero

Nobody'sHero

Lost in the world
Mar 24, 2025
238
I fear a play back of my life...
 
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BlockHammer

BlockHammer

Losing My Religion
Oct 25, 2023
272
Hmmm about that, the worst that could happened is that if islam version of heaven/hell became true, then i'll go to hell because i commited suicide. I'm 50/50 toward reincarnation, because if i had the same adhd or procasination problem then it's possible that i'll just repeat the life i've live before(it also depended on the enviroment that i live in), i do wish i became smarter and more capable, but if i became a worse version of myself after reincarnation then.....yeah im fucked

I still wish either i became one with nature or i just became a spectator that watch the world though lmao
 

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