Venting What if?

[solisoccasus]

What if I don't talk to them first? What if i don't make the first move as i always do? Will they notice? Would it bother them? Or they would just leave me be? Would they check in on me?

Fuck it. I hate how my mind runs. I just couldn't bear the pain. Thinking that they would never mind if I were gone.

They're all liars.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering. People really can be so cruel, I personally cannot stand most people. I see people in general as being disappointing. I wish you the best.

 

[Rational man]

'What if'=.......speculation. Ive spent so much time speculating that i forgot NOW. Honestly, things dont always turn out the way of plans and expectations. Thats the chaotic nature of our lives because we have little control in this world. Events often barge into us.❤