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orlandom

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Mar 4, 2021
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What if this is your last day? You know for sure that you are gone tomorrow. What are you doing today?

We only have $ 100 and a good mood (wow, does that happen?)
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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Trying to kill time as quickly as possible, maybe buy alcohol with the 100 dollars.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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We only have $ 100 and a good mood (wow, does that happen?)
this makes it seem more like a personal to you question. like youre asking how you should treat your sibling(s). we dont know you especially your sibling(s) so if this is what youre referring to my answer is going to be try to think of something you all enjoy, spend time together.

if youre asking about other peoples situations, i would love to take my brothers out and treat them like the princes i know they are. ice cream, toys, they name it its theirs. however i cant and they most likely wont even know of my death. the eldest is only 10 and they both still live with 'their' parents, people i refuse to ever contact again to the point that if they contact me i WILL get a restraining order.

i hope this helped answer your question.
 
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orlandom

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Mar 4, 2021
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this makes it seem more like a personal to you question. like youre asking how you should treat your sibling(s). we dont know you especially your sibling(s) so if this is what youre referring to my answer is going to be try to think of something you all enjoy, spend time together.

if youre asking about other peoples situations, i would love to take my brothers out and treat them like the princes i know they are. ice cream, toys, they name it its theirs. however i cant and they most likely wont even know of my death. the eldest is only 10 and they both still live with 'their' parents, people i refuse to ever contact again to the point that if they contact me i WILL get a restraining order.

i hope this helped answer your question.
upd.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
this makes it seem more like a personal to you question. like youre asking how you should treat your sibling(s). we dont know you especially your sibling(s) so if this is what youre referring to my answer is going to be try to think of something you all enjoy, spend time together.

if youre asking about other peoples situations, i would love to take my brothers out and treat them like the princes i know they are. ice cream, toys, they name it its theirs. however i cant and they most likely wont even know of my death. the eldest is only 10 and they both still live with 'their' parents, people i refuse to ever contact again to the point that if they contact me i WILL get a restraining order.

i hope this helped answer your question.
I thought he was referring to other forum members as his "brothers/sisters" and asking what we would do.
 
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orlandom

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Mar 4, 2021
514
I thought he was referring to other forum members as his "brothers/sisters" and asking what we would do.
yes, I updated topic now

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You know. I'd buy. A lot of roses and brought them to one loved one. I would save myself a few dollars for the evening and drink a delicious beer and look at the sky.

I would probably cry while listening to music on my headphones. But I would remember the time when I am happy. Therefore, tears would not bother me.

Oh...
 
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smithy

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Dec 30, 2020
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This is the actual question on my mind. I keep debating if I should contact people I love and say something or not.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
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This is an excellent question. Gets right to the heart of what we value most in this life. I want to think deeply about it and get back to you.
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Well, $ 100. That would rent a hotel room and ctb. The other 50, I don't know. I would leave them on the table for those who find my body
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Stay in bed and wait
 
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ProntoFim

Hoping for my midnight
Feb 2, 2022
22
I thought I was going to die so many times that honestly I don't know what I was going to do... I would probably be smiling and laughing if I knew that... I recently decided that I wouldn't tell anyone either so as not to take the risk of being "resurrected" or "prevented from actually dying" in the last few minutes... I would probably isolate myself and wait for everything to turn off naturally, go on with life as if nothing was happening because I know it wouldn't matter (to me)... I had the experience of being actually dead for a few seconds and it was the best experience I've ever had... But I was brought back against my will of course, I really despise this life I have...
And saying goodbye makes things worse... it's better to leave people under the illusion that you always be there until your memory and remembrance finally disappear... This world has a serious problem with goodbye forever. Also some people don't deserve to know you left for good, some people don't even deserve to have memories of you. I also understood that goodbyes are for special people to know that you once existed in their lives. So I just stopped saying goodbye to everyone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If I knew for sure that I would be gone, I would just wait until I finally leave this world. There is nothing that I want to do, I have had enough of life. I would just take comfort from the fact that all the suffering is coming to an end.
 
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