What if I fail

[zoeping]

I've bought both Amitriptyline and SN plus the additional medication listed in PPH. I'm only going to use one method. 1) I'm worried they aren't going to turn up 2) I'm worried I'll fail.
I've posted before but I'm really ready to go. Desperate to. I'm sad that I'm saying buy to loved ones but they don't know it. I've failed before but this time I've researched it more. But I'm scared to fail. If I'm being honest I don't want to see the hurt in their eyes again.

 

[rationaltake]

I've bought both Amitriptyline and SN plus the additional medication listed in PPH. I'm only going to use one method. 1) I'm worried they aren't going to turn up 2) I'm worried I'll fail.
I've posted before but I'm really ready to go. Desperate to. I'm sad that I'm saying buy to loved ones but they don't know it. I've failed before but this time I've researched it more. But I'm scared to fail. If I'm being honest I don't want to see the hurt in their eyes again.

I understand. I think a lot of people on here fear failure. And worry about loved ones. It really is hard.

 

[myopybyproxy]

What preparations have you undertaken to ensure success? What are potential flaws in your method and how might you address them?

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand the fear of failure. I'm sorry you are going through this. I know that it can be hard to carry on when you are desperate to leave. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[needed_]

What preparations have you undertaken to ensure success? What are potential flaws in your method and how might you address them?

I feel you sooooo soooo soooooo much because it's exactly the same with me. I plan to do the SN method in 9 days and I have everything but I'm so worried of failing - not just vomiting but after reading stories of people who took SN and went unconscious and woke up hours later in pain I'm worried this might happen to me. but can it really happen if you drink 20-25 and don't vomit???

 

[zoeping]

What preparations have you undertaken to ensure success? What are potential flaws in your method and how might you address them?

I've studied the PPH for the methods I want. Have everything suggested, just waiting on delivery of the SN and Amitriptyline and plan to follow it to the T. I've also read a lot on here.
My worry is the sickness maybe, I don't know. I just don't want to be here any longer and can't bare the thought of seeing my loved ones hurt.

What preparations have you undertaken to ensure success? What are potential flaws in your method and how might you address them?

I feel you sooooo soooo soooooo much because it's exactly the same with me. I plan to do the SN method in 9 days and I have everything but I'm so worried of failing - not just vomiting but after reading stories of people who took SN and went unconscious and woke up hours later in pain I'm worried this might happen to me. but can it really happen if you drink 20-25 and don't vomit???

I don't know! I wish you peace in your journey xxxx