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StarsAbove

StarsAbove

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Astrology is often used to make predictions and if you get into advanced timing techniques, you can predict when certain periods of your life will be easier or harder. We are not talking about those predictions you see for your sun sign here. Those likely will not be accurate because you have so many other factors at play when it comes to astrology. But I digress. If you are miserable and want to ctb right now, would you hold off if you knew that a better time was coming?
 
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SuicideWebsiteUsern

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Jan 26, 2026
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I think that's bullshit you cant tell what's gonna happen to you by looking at stars or by looking at the lines on your palm of the hand (yeah this is a thing where I am from lol)
I mean if being born in a particular month or a particular date would change or effect your life then a lot of parents would probably plan that beforehand and make love 9 months before lol that just seems weird to me
But if we ignore that aspect and look at it as only like let's say we know for sure that good times are coming in future then maybe I would try staying a bit on tho a lot of my wish to suicide comes from how I look at the world even tho my life is pathetic it's not really the main reason for my wish to die atleast for now I guess but maybe that will change when things get worse idk
 
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telekon

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I agree and I believe in astrology but at the same time you have to do the work yourself. What's worse is when everything is in the right place for you astrologically, but because you are not taking care of yourself or are broke, then you can't fully take advantage of the universe. For example, you might have a day when you're going to do really well socially but then have no one to talk to so it doesn't really matter. Or a day when you will have luck in business, but no money to invest.
 
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StarsAbove

StarsAbove

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Jul 25, 2026
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I agree and I believe in astrology but at the same time you have to do the work yourself. What's worse is when everything is in the right place for you astrologically, but because you are not taking care of yourself or are broke, then you can't fully take advantage of the universe. For example, you might have a day when you're going to do really well socially but then have no one to talk to so it doesn't really matter. Or a day when you will have luck in business, but no money to invest.
Interesting that you mention this, I was just thinking obout that. One thing I dont know is if there is any way to use astrology to determine if there are long lasting positive changes. Like if you struggled with something your whole life and then master it. There is a difference between surviving something and thriving, and that makes a big difference.
 
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NZkiwi

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Astrology is often used to make predictions and if you get into advanced timing techniques, you can predict when certain periods of your life will be easier or harder. We are not talking about those predictions you see for your sun sign here. Those likely will not be accurate because you have so many other factors at play when it comes to astrology. But I digress. If you are miserable and want to ctb right now, would you hold off if you knew that a better time was coming?
Great question

Part of my suicidality, Ive realised, comes from me being disappinted with rejection, or uncomfortable with uncertainty.

so by defintion, if i knew the future was bright, and my present pain was temporary, then i would not ctb

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for me i dont think my future is worth living (despite everything going for me) ... hence probably why im being monitored by the public mental health system here cause im at risk of ctb
 
StarsAbove

StarsAbove

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Jul 25, 2026
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Gimme your birth info amd ill tell ya. I promise I wont steal your identity lol
 
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100memoryleaks

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Jul 6, 2026
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if it gave me a convincing description of what that "better time" entails then I could consider holding off
 
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100memoryleaks

I'm sorry sweetie, I miss you
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Depends on what you consider to be a convincing description
the only "better time" that would convince me to live is my favorite person coming back to me. i don't think anything could beat that
 

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