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What do you guys do all day?
Thread startervanillamilkshakes
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I wake up around 11 am, sometimes later. Then spend the rest of my day rotting on my Mac, browsing this website and various others, sometimes watching a few educational YouTube videos so my brain doesn't become completely brain-rotted.
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whywere, Jan1193, martyrdom and 6 others
Part of the time playing games to dissociate and not think about my life and pains, and when i get tired, i lie down and start scrolling through my phone and feeling sad while sometimes seeing posts here, listening music or just go out in the porch a little; and in between all that, eat or drink something
My life is practically made up of these variations.
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NutOrat, renaxx, Praestat_Mori and 1 other person
A lot of bed or couch rotting. Way too much time on this site. I work but it's very slow right now and boring. It's sort of driving me crazy. Hopefully SI is breaking down from it.
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NutOrat, Praestat_Mori, CaptainSunshine! and 1 other person
i sleep, binge watch videos/movies, doomscroll on tiktok, and sasu! i zone out in the middle of doing all these things throughout the day, so mostly i'm just zoning out it's weirdly satisfying tbh! it's like lowkey meditation for the eyes and brain
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fromange, NutOrat and vanillamilkshakes
Outside of uni, I go to work, go to gym, sleep, eat, doomscroll and repeat. At times I continue learning to play the guitar but I'm no longer anywhere near as consistent as I used to be; maybe I'll play a game but most forms of entertainment gotten extremely empty.
I felt most content/happy when I spent time with just one person but as I hurt those around me, I isolate myself anyways.
Been frequenting SaSu way too much as of recently, it's on my Tor browser and I use MinimizeToTray to hide the icon from taskbar whenever my brother or someone else comes in the room. Otherwise, I constantly have it open. I used to mainly spend my time playing games, but I do less and less, I don't have the energy, and if I do, I'm all tired after playing. Other than those two it's YouTube/Twitch, have some streamers I watch VODs of. Oh, and crying, how could I forget.
Also I can't stay in silence for long, so I always have earphones and something playing, even when I need to do basic tasks. Almost constantly I listen to music/videos on background.
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EmptyBottle, vanillamilkshakes, woodlandcreature and 1 other person
Nothing at all. I am awake max 2 hours a day, unless it's a therapy day, which I am forced to go to. I quit my job and volunteering, I'm waiting for my family's money (aka my savings) to run out to the point where it's no longer viable to take care of me. I just signed up here to kill the time when I physically can no longer sleep. I don't watch or listen to anything, I just stare at the wall. My mother sits with me sometimes and I tolerate it.
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AnxiousLife, NutOrat, Jan1193 and 2 others
i do the bare minimum amount of work in my university classes to pass and make sure people don't realize something is up, and sleep and do nothing the rest of the time
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NutOrat, vanillamilkshakes and itsgone2
Sleep whenever possible, watch tv shows and sometimes movies (streaming services), play video games either on my laptop or tablet, random internet surfing in general usually while listening to music, just listening to music, constant vaping weed and nicotine- all laying or sitting in bed. I really only get up to take care of my dog. Take her in the backyard, etc.
Bedrot since several weeks, sometimes watching historical series or just listening them while I talked/wrote with my IA, but now just bedrot, listening something from YT and SS
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NutOrat, vanillamilkshakes and BrainSplatter
I spend all day getting high trying to numb this pain I feel quiet the noise I might stay awake for 1-3 days straight then sleep for 6-12 hours then the cycle repeats. My thoughts won't stop even the drugs can't quiet them I have to keep taking more n more. i spend my day in a constant state of fear that I'm under threat I get delusions and hallucinations. I spend most of my day lying on my sofa only really get up to use the bathroom I usually eat 1 meal a day or I'll skip a few days without food. I'm also struggling to drink water brush my teeth generally care for myself. Sometimes I'll force myself to go outside but it isn't easy I have no motivation no energy nothing
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AnxiousLife, NutOrat and vanillamilkshakes
Existing is just suffering all for the sake of it and all I do is just wait for death as that's all that existing is, it's all so futile and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence I always saw as an abomination and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful, existence is always an abomination to me and I find it so horrible how a human can suffer for decades longer with no limit as to how much agony they can feel just to tortured by old age
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