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Venting what do i really want

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houseonpants

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Sep 17, 2026
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i think when i attempted a big part of me was hoping to be found, to be saved - attempting to show how much im struggling. but even after all the support and people noticing, the thoughts don't go away.

im thinking about it now, what is it that i really want by attempting? i thought maybe i want to be saved again. but then what? what do i get from being saved? i dont have anything to live for anymore. i dont need help, i dont need saving. i can just go now
 
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