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M19R

M19R

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Aug 12, 2024
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I want things to be better but i will, by any means required end everything if the police will show up. Arrested or committed doesn't matter ill die before i do either ever again. Experienced severe abuse as a child in both of those settings and i will never be going back. I just need somewhere it's actually safe to talk about
 
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Redleaf1992

Redleaf1992

Just leave us the f*ck alone!
Feb 3, 2024
295
It's depends where you are. The Samaritans in the UK won't, they don't track your location either - so can't unless you give them your details.
 
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2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
I want things to be better but i will, by any means required end everything if the police will show up. Arrested or committed doesn't matter ill die before i do either ever again. Experienced severe abuse as a child in both of those settings and i will never be going back. I just need somewhere it's actually safe to talk about
Samaritans in UK will even stay on phone with you while you ctb and while it's happening but will ask periodically if you want to call emergency services.
 
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M19R

M19R

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Aug 12, 2024
57
Samaritans in UK will even stay on phone with you while you ctb and while it's happening but will ask periodically if you want to call emergency services.
Would that work if im us based?
 
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UnnamedGuy

Listening Ear 4 U
Apr 11, 2025
27
Would that work if im us based?
The UK Samaritans are there for all English speakers, no matter their nationality.

I used the Samaritans once a few years ago, they had a web chat version which was a pilot. Having a chat with them was helpful to me, I even suggested they turn the pilot into a full fledged method of communication as I'm not very good speaking to someone. Chatting to them over the internet was much easier for me.
 
2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
Would that work if im us based?
Sadly no. They're UK only
The UK Samaritans are there for all English speakers, no matter their nationality.

I used the Samaritans once a few years ago, they had a web chat version which was a pilot. Having a chat with them was helpful to me, I even suggested they turn the pilot into a full fledged method of communication as I'm not very good speaking to someone. Chatting to them over the internet was much easier for me.
The chatline is still running but not 24/7
 
M19R

M19R

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Aug 12, 2024
57
I dont think i can call on the phone, my roommates will hear.
 
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Cloud Busting

Cloud Busting

Formerly pinkribbonscars
Sep 9, 2023
583
The thrive text line claims they are down but I haven't tried to text them at this time. They have resources of other alternatives on their website. They only call the police if child abuse is suspected. I haven't called wildflower alliance but I have used their discord server and it's great. I haven't called a warm line and I cannot guarantee they won't call the cops (always check the policy!) but they are peer support based which tends to be preferable.
 
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M19R

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Aug 12, 2024
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The thrive text line claims they are down but I haven't tried to text them at this time. They have resources of other alternatives on their website. They only call the police if child abuse is suspected. I haven't called wildflower alliance but I have used their discord server and it's great. I haven't called a warm line and I cannot guarantee they won't call the cops (always check the policy!) but they are peer support based which tends to be preferable.
Might try anyway and just be careful not to say anything too actionable
 
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hang in there

hang in there

get it, har har
Apr 17, 2025
200
Samaritans in UK will even stay on phone with you while you ctb and while it's happening but will ask periodically if you want to call emergency services.
I wish we had something similar in the US. All we have are police-callers :(
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,167
There are darknet chats that have no way of calling police since they don't even have the IP addresses of users, searching for "moderated Tor chatrooms" can help. Tho they are likely peer support and not professionals.
 
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get it, har har
Apr 17, 2025
200
There are darknet chats that have no way of calling police since they don't even have the IP addresses of users, searching for "moderated Tor chatrooms" can help. Tho they are likely peer support and not professionals.
Haha, I tried that a few times and the other users were just like "omg wtf no" usual normie tier shit, it's just regular people on the other end just like anywhere else
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,167
Haha, I tried that a few times and the other users were just like "omg wtf no" usual normie tier shit, it's just regular people on the other end just like anywhere else
Oh... if u search Aera23 on ahmia, u might get better assistance if I'm in there. If someone states they wish death, I normally ask "what makes you wish death" and chat from there (or PM me or a trusted user here?)
 

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