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matchalavendercake

matchalavendercake

pokémon devotee forever (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚
Feb 23, 2025
26
Living In a completely different world, as something completely different would stop me from feeling suicidal!
YES EXACTLY I NEED THIS TOO T^T 💔 that is another reason i wanna escape, hoping that will end up happening to me
 
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polm

Member
May 3, 2025
7
Return to my former health. So trip in Time Machine
 
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merryberry

merryberry

Falling Snow
Nov 3, 2024
9
Not being so lonely anymore, a close friend/partner who matched me and talked to me. Though I doubt it'd cure my mental illness completely
 
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zeroTAG

New Member
May 2, 2025
3
10 million USD or a decent job in my area, would change my mind. But let´s be realistic here, that´s not gonna happen. I have money for 1 more rent payment, then, street. Death has way more dignity than living in the streets. Helium is the choice.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,516
There are millions upon millions of people who live happy lives on not a lot of money. VERY few people are rich and many of them aren't happy. Why won't anything make you happy again? What has brought you joy in the past? What kind of job would you like to have and what is stopping you from trying to do that job?

If I could sleep, I would not be suicidal.
I agree theres plenty of unhappy rich people. Id settle for being upper middle class
 
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bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
291
All my physical,mental and neurological problems to disappear is a good start
 
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bankai

bankai

Wizard
Mar 16, 2025
685
I suppose a nice woman I could trust. Someone that could be there for me and I could be there for. This is a very hard thing to find in today's world. I have everything else. I just want a sweet woman. This will probably make all the difference in the world to my life.
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
249
My health finally catxhing up and me dying by that route... or stepping out in to the street and getting hit by a bus by accident ... either way its winner winner chicken dinner
 
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used_and_abused

Member
Jan 27, 2025
28
If i had a partner and/or more money.
 
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brokencookie

brokencookie

Head is just crumbs
May 5, 2025
8
A genie in a bottle. I only had one wish, and it's to heal my body and reverse every damage that's been done.
Return to my former health. So trip in Time Machine
Real
 
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HereWeGo!

HereWeGo!

Please give me the guts to _ _ _ 🙏🏻
Dec 7, 2024
187
Getting touched by The Holy Spirit.
 
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AnxiousLife

scared of people
Jan 13, 2025
12
A cure for my mental illnesses and being healthy, free and happy for the rest of my life, which is impossible
 
kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
355
Nothing could make me want to live.

I'm unbearably lonely because I can't bring myself to trust any of the people in my life. I have people that care about me, but it isn't comforting at all because I know they will be gone one day whether it be by an accident, disease, betrayal, etc. I can't form a decent attachment to anyone, and it's unbearable.

A large amount of money might make me want to live for a few months, but I think I would get bored quickly.
 
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diviosd

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
294
If I could completely restart my life.
If I could have been born to a better family, in a better city/country, if I could have met better people throughout my life, if I could have made smarter decisions, if I could have learned how to stick up and advocate for myself when I really needed it.
If I could have changed everything, maybe I'd be a bit happier with my life. Something I could actually achieve now? Nothing.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Member
May 7, 2025
17
Probably winning a large amount of cash and being able to buy a house with an indoor swimming pool so I could exercise without having to go outside and encounter the toxic people who are now everywhere. But we all know people like us never win anything it's always those who've already got everything who get lucky.
 
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dontwakemeup

Wizard
Nov 11, 2024
668
There is absolutely nothing that can stop these thoughts! My last wish is to simply stop waking up.
 
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RiverOfLife

Student
Nov 7, 2024
111
An unbroken brain . And a less fucked up world.
Money could put it off.
Oh, and the sure knowledge that I could access a comfortable and sure way to CTB for when things eventually get worse would give me incentive to wait.
 
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lifeless.wav

lifeless.wav

Member
May 5, 2025
14
Having money first off, stop being anxious, healing from Cptsd.
A brain transplant.
This 💯
Nothing can bring the dead back
So sorry about that, it's true sadly, the dead can never be back to life. And that's what makes me hesitate to end my life.
An unbroken brain . And a less fucked up world.
Money could put it off.
Oh, and the sure knowledge that I could access a comfortable and sure way to CTB for when things eventually get worse would give me incentive to wait.
This, can relate.
 
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tipoftheRGB

Member
May 3, 2025
9
Time machine. I had the potential for a really good life and I irreversibly fucked it up
 
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Ijustcantanymore

Member
Nov 22, 2024
86
Anything other than humans taking an evolutionary step forwards in their consciousness and not being monsters anymore. Not torturing each other and causing needless suffering. Not worshipping money, not living in profoundly STUPID ways by choice, would stop me from being suicidal.

But that's probably never going to happen. Not in this lifetime anyway. Humans being what they are right now is a huge factor in me wanting to GTFO of here. I hate having to live amongst humans. I hate being one of them. I would gladly take being a robot over a human. I mean I no longer leave my apartment unnecessarily because the idea of having to go be amongst humans disgusts me and fills me with unfettered hatred for every single stupid ape I see being a fucking moron in a completely fixable way.

That all being said. Winning a sizeable lottery, so that I could take care of the basic needs of me and my people would go a long way to keeping my me here willingly. But that's also never going to happen so. Here we are.
 
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LostHighway

Member
May 5, 2025
10
I suppose a nice woman I could trust. Someone that could be there for me and I could be there for. This is a very hard thing to find in today's world. I have everything else. I just want a sweet woman. This will probably make all the difference in the world to my life.
I love this. It sounds like you have an open heart and that's a good thing. Too many men become INCELs and that makes it much harder for them to meet women.
 
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wiz_miz_03

Member
Apr 10, 2025
28
Time Machine and not being gay (from a very conservative culture; life is horrible)
 

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