What could improve your life quality currently?

[Suicidebydeath]

A house/flat/home, family, proper or any food, warmth or warm clothes, money, being able to keep my cats, someone that cares about me, love, a stable life, less physical pain, less emotional pain, surgery for pain, happiness, a friend, help with medication, bring back loved ones, fewer recurring nightmares, less anxiety, hugs, world being a better place, and N.

 

[scenery]

Such a stupid thing to agonize about, but intelligence. And bravery.

 

[Girl-shaped Wound]

Him coming back to life

 

[rainbowbright]

Lots of money so I wouldn't have the stress and anxiety of work

 

[dandan]

Lots of money so I wouldn't have the stress and anxiety of work

I totally get it girl, totally

 

[Life_and_Death]

moving...
or dying.....

 

[wanttodie]

ending it or dieing

 

[Ceterum]

Lots of money so I wouldn't have the stress and anxiety of work

that!

 

[Zegers]

A miracle

 

[outatime_85]

I would say

Having one really good friend.

Having a partner who wanted to be around me and not willingly hurt me

But since I am emotionally unavailable, all of the above is a dream.

The use of Doc's DeLorean for a few weeks would be nice.

 

[SarRy]

I would like to live alone. Live somewhere with nicer weather. I've been told to file for disability. I suppose if it goes through I could at least find some sense of security.

 

[lionetta12]

Truly being loved and supported by the people that claimed to have loved and cared for me when they didn't.

 

[thx1138]

Some kind of surgery that will fix my brain and stop the intrusive thoughts, the pscyhoses, anxiety and all the other stuff

 

[cowie]

Substantial weight loss and a passion/something to look forward to

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

A new mind

 

[zhongnanhai]

money is the biggest one for me. they can say money doesn't buy happiness, but when you can't recover from your eating disorder because you can't afford enough food, money is a gatekeeper to happiness. when you're trans and you can't medically transition because you're broke, money is a gatekeeper to happiness. when you have scary health problems you've been ignoring for years because you can't afford constant doctors visits, money is a gatekeeper to happiness. money would help me solve a lot of my problems.

aside from that, i'm a hopeless romantics, emphasis on hopeless. i think i wouldn't be incapable of killing myself if i had a big, strong, pretty boyfriend. i couldn't hurt him like that. so... if the universe wants me to stick around, maybe drop a man in my life lol. i almost want it more than the money.