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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
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I know I will panic and could get crazy so I am wondering what I could take to calm me down? Benzo might not be enough so maybe ketamine? MDMA?
 
hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
31
Someone tried a lot of benadryl, someone tried cannabis, someone tried antiepileptics. Benzos always worked for me, and also an antiseizure med called Topamax (prescribed as an off label mood stabilizer).
 
whorror

whorror

It's Ok I Wouldn't Remember Me Either
May 27, 2025
72
I heard that the lack of sleep makes you handle SI better.
 
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