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csdfghjjk_user

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May 11, 2025
57
If you could delete all of ur current issues and problems with a switch, how would your ideal life look like?

Anyone else gets delusional sometimes on a better day thinking that everything is possible?
 
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Defatigatis

Defatigatis

Sincerely exhausted
Aug 16, 2022
15
For me, it's finding a partner who has interests and a way of thinking that's almost identical to mine and...not needing to worry about money whatsoever.

These things wouldn't take away the weight of life from me, but they would certainly make everything MUCH easier to bear with someone by my side. These two things seem very far apart, but I find myself thinking about them constantly, i have to admit it.
 
hschaf

hschaf

Member
May 11, 2025
13
yeah man. I wish I could accept my situation, because no one in my situation would want to live
 
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hschaf

hschaf

Member
May 11, 2025
13
Medical issues that I will probably never understand lol, but lots of pain and no hope of any sort of relief. I didn't mean to say that my situation is like, uniquely shitty, but I just meant it's hard to accept that you want and need to die
 
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Cirno

Cirno

Masochist
May 12, 2025
25
Finding someone that would care about me just as much as I cared for some people at times
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Wizard
Oct 13, 2019
689
My delusional ideal is something like:

Having enough money to live in a nice apartment with a view and not have to worry about finances.
Spending most of my days reading, writing, meditating, walking on the beach.
Having a platonic relationship with someone I see for maybe an hour or 2 each day, preferably relaxed at night.
Having contributed something meaningful to the world.
Every year or 2 going on a long trek together in mountains somewhere.

Needless to say it is a fair way from reality.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,723
It always used to be having a partner and being successful in my creative career. Probably my ultimate dream was to work on something with or for them. I suppose to enjoy life with them too. Go for walks, enjoy nature, enjoy various media, laugh. Live comfortably without having to stress about money.

I'm not sure that I really want anything to do with life now. I suppose it's knowing that the reality of it is actually just a whole bunch of hard work.
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
128
I wanted a chill pastoral life where most of my time is spent making art.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,560
Working as some type of healer, having a good partner, my own house and a bunch of animals
 
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khek0_

khek0_

waiting
Oct 28, 2024
5
Having someone care and actually give a fuck about how I feel, oh and also being in a band that'd be fun
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
568
I would have liked to live peacefully, without having suffered physical or mental abuse, and without having to continue seeing the people who hurt me.

Why do those who do harm never ask for forgiveness, why do they continue to abuse, why do they not take responsibility for their actions and change for the better? They just blame you... you're dramatic, you're weak, it's not that bad, there are people who have had it worse... At least you have a family.
 
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