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singingcrow

singingcrow

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Jul 7, 2024
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aside from death, what is something that you are excited about?
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Member
Mar 14, 2026
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In a personal sense....not much.

I enjoy myself in the virtual world. I treat myself like a hospice patient. Comfort where possible.

I really like making art and engaging in my minecraft world. I like writing and ms paint doodles. I look forward to learning facts about nature and politics and the world in general.

Photography too!! I'm always capturing sunsets, buds, things worth seeing. I look forward to those kinds of opportunities. Beauty.

I text/call my sibling sometimes. They are very good company.

None of this is enough to save me. But it's more than nothing.
 
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swan7o7

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Apr 15, 2026
28
In a personal sense....not much.

I enjoy myself in the virtual world. I treat myself like a hospice patient. Comfort where possible.

I really like making art and engaging in my minecraft world. I like writing and ms paint doodles. I look forward to learning facts about nature and politics and the world in general.

Photography too!! I'm always capturing sunsets, buds, things worth seeing. I look forward to those kinds of opportunities. Beauty.

I text/call my sibling sometimes. They are very good company.

None of this is enough to save me. But it's more than nothing.
I'm excited to hit the number of messages minimum I wish someone would give me a hint how many
 
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lostmywhimsy

lostmywhimsy

Member
Jan 28, 2026
17
I'm always excited by my death.

Apart from that I'm excited to sleep because it's basically laying unconsciousness.

I also get excited when my favourite show is on (basically anything to escape reality)
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
383
Not much, really.

Hopefully seeing my wife later this year (we're long-distance, overseas, it's complicated)

Maybe a couple of films like Dune Part 3, the next Spider-Verse film, The Simpsons Movie 2. Some games like Haunted Chocolatier, a new Shantae game I've heard is in development, and a new Wario platformer PLEASE NINTENDO GIVE ME ANOTHER WARIO PLATFORMER BEFORE I CTB. 😭🙏🙏🙏

That's about it.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,740
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SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

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Mar 29, 2026
19
June 19th; the day of my eviction.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,332
Not much. There's nothing I haven't already seen/done during my life before I became suicidal bc I failed in life. Currently, I'm recovering from the lows, but there's nothing to be excited about bc I'm not able to reach what I haven't reached so far in my life any time soon.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,011
No, existing is the opposite of that, I don't see how existing could ever be described as that as to suffer in this existence is the most torturous, dreadful burden that never should had been imposed, it's just so terrible how humans even impose this existence at all and cause all this cruelty and torture as a result and existing will always be torture. All I want is to be permanently unconscious, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive, all I want is some peace from the terrible torture of existing.
 
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voc_89

Experienced
Apr 10, 2023
299
there are some games in my Steam backlog i am looking forward to. That said, whenever I play them I never beat them because I am terrified that I am going to lose out on things to look forward to (these things help sometimes to bring me back down to earth)
 
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TheKingInBlack

TheKingInBlack

Failure
Jul 29, 2024
18
aside from death, what is something that you are excited about?
I'm excited to finally beat ninja gaiden. That game has been like pulling teeth but I'm finally getting the hang of it.
 
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SleeplessAndSad

Just another mistake
Jan 1, 2026
80
Seems like gaming is something that makes quite a few people happy. I am excited for GTA 6, though i wouldn't stay for it.

Aside from that... i like to travel, so that's exciting but also scary and doesn't happen too often.

There is a person i know online, that i want to meet irl. That's probably the most adventurous thing i will ever do, so yeah that's exciting. It just fills me with a lot of doubt if they will like me in person.

In general i would say there is not much that can compare to the thought of ceasing to exist.
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
137
Making any tea or coffee sometimes we don't have suger or milk to make it properly. Even buying milk and sugar is costly for us....so whenever I make tea or suger I feel a little happy and eating some good buns or bread any good food.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,253
Dunno getting payed next week
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Finally starting a garden. Do not know what I am going to plant but I at least pulled out all of the weeds today.
 
velgrynd

velgrynd

Golden Witch of Rokkenjima
Apr 9, 2026
3
I get to see my partner next month and go to a fun event with them (so long as I can afford the gas), one of my favorite series is currently airing and a movie soon, and another has it's final episode in June. After June though, I won't have too much to be excited about anymore, unfortunately.
 
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green eyes

Member
Feb 18, 2024
15
I always get so happy drinking tea from a big cup. I really don't know why I love tea so much; it has such a delicious flavor for me. Plus, I love to pair it with anything. I always feel like it goes perfectly with everything, and whenever I'm feeling a bit down or something like that, a cup of tea always manages to lift my spirits, even if just a little.
 

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