Games, games, games. I live in the fictional worlds since the "real" one is unimpressive. Too much boring but necessary grind, and very low rates. Religions and philosophies are ineffective or unappealing, I can't seem to rationalize my existence (why should I settle up for living considering how good the alternative is in comparison), so I see two reliable ways for myself, distraction or suicide. I play BFME2 mods right now. Edain, Age of the Ring, The History of Ages. If anyone is interested in multiplayer. (I know it's a longshot, but it's a free shot, so why the hell not.)