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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
For me, it's Friday night, playing my guitar, drinking some red wine.
 
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stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,729
Sounds good!
Love people who create stuff or have musical talent.
I just chill on here a little longer and then turn on Netflix.
Maybe one day I get myself to give drawing another shot.
Every distraction is a good way of coping.
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
Would not go far as to say I have talent! But I love being able to play along to some good music. Ameriolates the gloom for some fleeting moments.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
6,909
Bottle of wine on a Saturday night and some music.
Needing an item of furniture and wandering around the local neighbourhood only to find exactly what I'm looking for dumped in a back alley (sounds odd, but happens regularly).
Walking in the countryside and finding new and exotic plants someplace they just aren't supposed to be able to survive.
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,114
Restful sleep, being alone and silence.
 
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wasteoftimeletssleep

Member
Oct 23, 2020
9
A week off of work and a bottle of tramadol.
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Coma.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
Xanax to take the edge of. Been tampering it though.
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
Bottle of Rum, Photoshop and music and more rum
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
732
Good music and a hobby you enjoy. It's so easy for me to get obsessed by something, that everything bad drifts away. I just focus on that thing until it's done, then i'll go back to feeling dreadful.
 
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signifying nothing

signifying nothing

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Sep 13, 2020
2,553
Throwing things away.
 
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CoalmineCanary

CoalmineCanary

Member
Jul 15, 2020
477
Music
Nature.
 
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kappa

kappa

Experienced
Apr 2, 2019
233
Funny podcasts.

I like Theo Von, Tom Segura (Your Mom's House), H3H3, Sad Boyz Podcast.
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
975
Holding bottom of shirt out over the stove top or open oven door.
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
Focusing on others (and trying to help where I can). This helps me to get out of my own head and the memories that torture me.

Binge watching a show that I can really get into, which, now that I think about it, also gets me out of my head.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Od on benzos, otherwise nothing
 
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kappa

Experienced
Apr 2, 2019
233
Od on benzos, otherwise nothing

Is it even fun though? I took a lot of benzos and I don't even remember the high. I would just blackout and would wake up with food in my bed.

Think it perma-fucked my memory.
 
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Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Is it even fun though? I took a lot of benzos and I don't even remember the high. I would just blackout and would wake up with food in my bed.

Think it perma-fucked my memory.
Yeah that's kind why I use them, they just make me go to sleep and feel drowsy
I don't get any euphoria high from them unfortunately
 
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SpinTop555

Member
Nov 16, 2020
70
I think a lobotomy would help, just for myself personally though.

A whole lotta alcohol or a lovely big pile of benzos should do the trick.
 
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ana

Member
Sep 15, 2020
27
Mindlessly playing the piano sometimes helps.
Having a bath and just silently screaming into the water.
Crying so much that you feel completely drained after.
 
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Kat!

Elementalist
Sep 30, 2020
838
Music and sleep. Your solution is pretty good.
 
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signifying nothing

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Sep 13, 2020
2,553
Holding my breath.
Lying on the floor.
Doing something differently.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Gaming, movies, snacks, and weed.
 
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Sep 13, 2020
2,553
Forgot one:

Foot massage (self administered).
 
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kappa

Experienced
Apr 2, 2019
233
Yeah that's kind why I use them, they just make me go to sleep and feel drowsy
I don't get any euphoria high from them unfortunately

Yeah you can get the sleep from a lower dose though.

It seemed fun at the time- almost like being drunk with no nausea.

When I was doing them I wondered if the average person could remember what happened the past week, but couldn't remember if they did! Still wondering, lemme know guys.
 
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Deleted member 23374

deministrator
Nov 1, 2020
648
cigar, coffee, cello, it's a one day at a time thing.
i've been thinking about recovery, it's hard to see anything
much love for the guitar and wine, i miss those days.
 
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Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
My family here, work and a few drives by myself with loud music.
 
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