Took a trip to the Pacific Northwest usa/Seattle and Portland. Just wanted to relax and take a break from life and stress.
Instead I could only focus on the physical limitations from a medical mistake that ruined my life (numbness, difficulty walking, intense sweating combined with cold hands, etc). Some guy I met on an app wanted to meet for dinner, yet I blew that off so I could scope Seattle's tallest bridge for a possible jump spot.
I chose not to because it just wasn't a sure thing. But man, this is fucking awful. Just fucking awful.
Instead I could only focus on the physical limitations from a medical mistake that ruined my life (numbness, difficulty walking, intense sweating combined with cold hands, etc). Some guy I met on an app wanted to meet for dinner, yet I blew that off so I could scope Seattle's tallest bridge for a possible jump spot.
I chose not to because it just wasn't a sure thing. But man, this is fucking awful. Just fucking awful.
