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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
345
So if you've been following my posts you'd know I'm fucked in the head, too fucked in the head to be in a relationship apparently.

So my bf dropped me and will stay out of touch for two weeks to heal up afterwards we can be friends again. Im not interested in that

I just want him was my boyfriend so I think Ill kill myself today, on the call he was literally begging me not to CTB. I didnt know what to say

I've already queued my SaSu goodbye thread.

I guess this is my way of saying goodbye while im still alive
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Student
May 5, 2026
141
I'm so sorry, dear! :aw:💔💔💔
 
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3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
345
at the tracks now
 
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puppyboy

puppyboy

nblm || bpd+did
Apr 9, 2026
77
i'm so sorry ☹️ i hope you'll be happy. may your death be swift
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,832
🌈 peace and love to you, my friend
 
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VeryLonelyBread

VeryLonelyBread

Silly Puppy :3
May 29, 2026
15
I will miss you even though we didn't talk I felt connected to you in some way
 
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SighCry

Member
May 15, 2026
78
So if you've been following my posts you'd know I'm fucked in the head, too fucked in the head to be in a relationship apparently.

So my bf dropped me and will stay out of touch for two weeks to heal up afterwards we can be friends again. Im not interested in that

I just want him was my boyfriend so I think Ill kill myself today, on the call he was literally begging me not to CTB. I didnt know what to say

I've already queued my SaSu goodbye thread.

I guess this is my way of saying goodbye while im still alive
I'm sorry, are you still here?
 
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3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
345
im alive…

called my bf wait no ex now i guess TwT and the call lasted two hours, i just wanted to say goodbye in a more personal way instead of a wall of text or a voice message. and i guess that saved my life…

the trains were halted anyways cause of me and the police found me at the tracks and now i'm in the process of being sectioned…
 
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