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EternalHunger

EternalHunger

tired of everything
Sep 3, 2025
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I noticed I grab and hold my throat/neck(like the front of it where the adam apple is) a lot whenever I'm dissociating, zoning out or particularly extremely depressed; it also happens when I'm thinking deeply on depressing topics, not really sure why. I only just realised after noticing this that even in my past mental breakdowns I always seem to start to even strangle myself until it's over, why is that??

Do you guys have weird habits like that during below baseline moments or is this uncommon?
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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We all have a habit
Don't think it's weird. In your case it's a way to deal with your emotional pain
There are people who chew pencils, pull their hair, bite their lips, etc
 
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Lady_V

Lady_V

Please be honest.
Aug 31, 2025
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I actually have the same habit when my mental health is trash. I'll even sleep holding my neck. After a bit of online research, I gathered that it's an anxiety response. You're protecting one of the most vulnerable parts of your body, your neck.
 
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princexhhn

princexhhn

did i make a mistake?
Sep 26, 2023
474
I often start rubbing some random part of my body in circles for some reason
 
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princexhhn

princexhhn

did i make a mistake?
Sep 26, 2023
474
Is there a particular pattern to it or just something you'd randomly do??
When I'm dissociating or zoning out, I zone back in and realize I am rubbing myself like how you would rub a cat. Maybe it's a ways of trying to soothe myself subconsciously, I don't actually know
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I pinch the top of my nose- just under the brow- kind of in to the eye sockets when I'm stressed. I think I read once it was supposed to relieve tension and, found myself doing it ever since. I find it weirdly comforting.
 
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EternalHunger

EternalHunger

tired of everything
Sep 3, 2025
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I pinch the top of my nose- just under the brow- kind of in to the eye sockets when I'm stressed. I think I read once it was supposed to relieve tension and, found myself doing it ever since. I find it weirdly comforting.
Oh! I used to know someone who'd do that whenever we studied together, it's cool to know that it actually is a relieveršŸ˜ž yours seem much more cooler than mine
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,304
Oh! I used to know someone who'd do that whenever we studied together, it's cool to know that it actually is a relieveršŸ˜ž yours seem much more cooler than mine

Ha ha. Not so sure it's cool. I doubt I'd do it in public.
 
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Space Mushroom

Space Mushroom

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Aug 28, 2024
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For me it's going mute and not noticing. I'll think something has been said but nothing has been said from me for hours. When I spiral though it lasts way too long for comfort
 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Thought I had moved on, life decided otherwise
Aug 13, 2025
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I stroke my top lip where my moustache should be (I have been trying to grow one for 40 years but alas, I am not mature enough for whiskers)
 
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