XdragonsoulX
Vengeance Incarnate
- Apr 13, 2022
- 167
Is it weird that as I get more depressed and feeling done with this life that my ed will act up, like I'll smell food even if it's my favourite thing to eat get hungry then when it comes time to eating it just doesn't feel right like I eat a grey blob so I eat very little, or don't eat at all. Then when my depression is lightening up some completely opposite with ED, healthy eating habits along with binging on food I don't normally eat, which ended up rotting my teeth and causing me to gain significant weight, which I've never gained this much before so much I can't look at the scale bc I know my pants don't even fit anymore. My ED has never been this abnormal before.