lastappleonearth
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- Jun 11, 2026
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I just wanted to write this down, bcs why not and I haven't told anyone abt it yet. It might not be interesting, but idk.
So when I was in high school, basically since first grade I built these I guess socialising rules for myself, which I had to follow. I kind of planned my socialising and structured it, so from monday to thursday I forced myself to interact with ppl in my class as much as I could, especially with more popular ppl in order to maintain my social standing. Like all of my interactions were curated and intentional, not intuitive at all. This was so exhausting that friday became my antisocial day, where I just didn't interact with anyone, well only if they came up to me or wanted to talk to me. Must've been strange for others to witness, like me just shutting down on friday, but being super engaging the rest of the week.
My god, in retrospect this was all rlly strange
So when I was in high school, basically since first grade I built these I guess socialising rules for myself, which I had to follow. I kind of planned my socialising and structured it, so from monday to thursday I forced myself to interact with ppl in my class as much as I could, especially with more popular ppl in order to maintain my social standing. Like all of my interactions were curated and intentional, not intuitive at all. This was so exhausting that friday became my antisocial day, where I just didn't interact with anyone, well only if they came up to me or wanted to talk to me. Must've been strange for others to witness, like me just shutting down on friday, but being super engaging the rest of the week.
My god, in retrospect this was all rlly strange
