Method Weighing out methods

[helloiamsad]

Alright, this is my first post so idk if i'm completely screwing things up here. But I've been trying to look into what are my best choices. It seems the only viable methods rn are

1. Train
2. Hanging
3. Jumping

I've listed them in terms of viability. The reason that the train method is #1 is due to being into close proximity and it SEEMS to be the one that would kill me the quickest. Hanging is probably a better option but the thought of the choking sensation absolutely grosses me out. Like I could maybe work through it, but eugh. Jumping is last due to I don't know about where I would jump from, even if there was a building thats high enough idk how to access it.

Are there any other methods I should explore? If it involves me getting some obscure chemical or some shi I can't do that. Any info on the above methods I should know?

Ik this might seem like a useless post but that's where my mind is in the process right now. Delete if not allowed or whatever

 

[U. A.]

No train. Don't ruin the driver's and any potential witnesses' lives.

 

[helloiamsad]

Yeah I should have mentioned in my original post that this is being taken into consideration.

No train. Don't ruin the driver's and any potential witnesses' lives.

I am completely in agreement that if I were to do this method that I unfortunately cannot avoid someone witnessing it. I'm not defending my mindset at all, I know this is wrong. But in my mind, I cannot see another way. I'm not deadset on that method, but my mind is in the headspace of "this is just an unfortunate fact that I'll have to face". I know that's awful, but I genuinely don't see viability in any other way.

 

[Happy Cat]

Not to be rude or anything but those are all horrible ways to die. Hanging not so much if you know EXACTLY what you're doing

 

[helloiamsad]

Not to be rude or anything but those are all horrible ways to die. Hanging not so much if you know EXACTLY what you're doing

You're not being rude, I am aware that those are horrible. I am just lost, I want to get out of here relatively soon (if i can even push myself to do so) And I don't know wtf to do. The most popular method on here just doesn't seem feasible, and I don't know of any alternatives. Please if you can suggest other ideas that might work better lmk.

I don't know exactly what I'm doing with hanging. My best time to do it would be within the next 2 day period, but I've heard about convulsions which I'm worried might alert my brother downstairs that something's going on. Pretty much the reasons why those methods have jumped out at me (lol no pun intended) are the following:

Train: Convenience
Jumping: Reliability
Hanging: tbh idk just seems like a popular option. someone i knew plus others i've known of have all committed this way.

Thread 'Full Suspension hanging method I want to share.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/full-suspension-hanging-method-i-want-to-share.229203/

Thank you for sharing !

 

[Happy Cat]

You're not being rude, I am aware that those are horrible. I am just lost, I want to get out of here relatively soon (if i can even push myself to do so) And I don't know wtf to do. The most popular method on here just doesn't seem feasible, and I don't know of any alternatives. Please if you can suggest other ideas that might work better lmk.

This is gonna sound like bad advice but I recommend trying to OD on drugs. Some might be expensive but if you find some weed laced with fent and buy a lot I think you'll be set. It's really not hard either nor is it expensive. I think you can buy a blunt for like under $10 just gotta buy a kit to make sure its laced.
Another thing you can do is die by gas (forgot the name of it sorry). A lot of people die this way because its odorless and invisible. I think you do it by making sure everything is sealed tight and burning some charcoal in your house. You eventually pass out from not being able to breathe. Don't quote me on this though I'm not 100% on this since I haven't don't my researched on it

 

[Worndown]

Hanging knocks you out quickly.
No real choking sensation, just feeling pressure then goodnight.

 

[helloiamsad]

Hanging knocks you out quickly.
No real choking sensation, just feeling pressure then goodnight.

interesting, thank you for sharing it's definitely seeming like the best option, i'm just so grossed out and terrified by the thought. but we'll see if i can work myself up to it eventually.

 

[Happy Cat]

interesting, thank you for sharing it's definitely seeming like the best option, i'm just so grossed out and terrified by the thought. but we'll see if i can work myself up to it eventually.

You really shouldn't listen to just about anyone on here. Hanging is not as easy as just putting a noose over your neck and then jumping. If you do it wrong you're going to suffer

 

[helloiamsad]

You really shouldn't listen to just about anyone on here. Hanging is not as easy as just putting a noose over your neck and then jumping. If you do it wrong you're going to suffer

it's not just from him dw i just don't have a lot of options, and i know of three people around me who have commited suicide, 2 of them by hanging 1 by train. my thought process is "okay im probably gonna have to suffer so can i go through with the suffering"

i'm also not fully commited, going through a lot of ups and downs but just wanted the information without google coddling me. thank you for your replies i really do genuinely appreciate it

ur fent idea is interesting however my experience with drugs i don't ever really get laced shit (i only really have done coke tho). i also am weary about it bc i will get addicted to any drug i try lol so will probably end up with me being a fiend for something haha

 

[Happy Cat]

it's not just from him dw i just don't have a lot of options, and i know of three people around me who have commited suicide, 2 of them by hanging 1 by train. my thought process is "okay im probably gonna have to suffer so can i go through with the suffering"

i'm also not fully commited, going through a lot of ups and downs but just wanted the information without google coddling me. thank you for your replies i really do genuinely appreciate it

ur fent idea is interesting however my experience with drugs i don't ever really get laced shit (i only really have done coke tho). i also am weary about it bc i will get addicted to any drug i try lol so will probably end up with me being a fiend for something haha

There's no worry about getting addicted if you die before then. Just make sure that there is enough in there to actually kill you. Not sure how you could do that, I'm going to be truthful and say I never done drugs before. I just have some knowledge about them from people irl and online

 

[Captive_Mind515]

You really shouldn't listen to just about anyone on here. Hanging is not as easy as just putting a noose over your neck and then jumping. If you do it wrong you're going to suffer

Nobody said it was…

That's why we have mega threads in the resource section of the site, giving advice and showing how to do it properly.

 

[ophelia1989]

Alright, this is my first post so idk if i'm completely screwing things up here. But I've been trying to look into what are my best choices. It seems the only viable methods rn are

1. Train
2. Hanging
3. Jumping

I've listed them in terms of viability. The reason that the train method is #1 is due to being into close proximity and it SEEMS to be the one that would kill me the quickest. Hanging is probably a better option but the thought of the choking sensation absolutely grosses me out. Like I could maybe work through it, but eugh. Jumping is last due to I don't know about where I would jump from, even if there was a building thats high enough idk how to access it.

Are there any other methods I should explore? If it involves me getting some obscure chemical or some shi I can't do that. Any info on the above methods I should know?

Ik this might seem like a useless post but that's where my mind is in the process right now. Delete if not allowed or whatever

So I attempted FSH two nights ago. The knot should be right in the center in the back. Rope should be higher than you think. I didn't step off the cooler but instead leaned forward, which made me black out really fast. But, my rope slipped and gave some slack and I ended up being able to touch the ground and came to with my glasses askew and seeing stars. I was trying to get the rope off my neck but had uncontrollable jerking movements of my whole body and THAT was what was terrifying to me. Like a seizure but I was fully awake for it. So make sure the rope doesn't slip!

 

[OzymandiAsh]

So I attempted FSH two nights ago. The knot should be right in the center in the back. Rope should be higher than you think. I didn't step off the cooler but instead leaned forward, which made me black out really fast. But, my rope slipped and gave some slack and I ended up being able to touch the ground and came to with my glasses askew and seeing stars. I was trying to get the rope off my neck but had uncontrollable jerking movements of my whole body and THAT was what was terrifying to me. Like a seizure but I was fully awake for it. So make sure the rope doesn't slip!

By rope should be higher than you think, do you mean just under the jawbone?

Also, how did you lean forward/in what way? Trying to picture it. By cooler you mean a cold box?

Hope you find peace, btw.

 

[ophelia1989]

By rope should be higher than you think, do you mean just under the jawbone?

Also, how did you lean forward/in what way? Trying to picture it. By cooler you mean a cold box?

Hope you find peace, btw.

So I used a pillowcase to cushion my neck (highly recommend). And then put the rope over my neck. The rope ended up putting enough pressure over the whole cushion to press against my carotids. I was still able to breathe well even as I was passing out. I'd say the rope was a half inch above where that bony part of my throat is (no Adams Apple bc I am a woman). Lean forward like… I can't remember who but a user posted a pic of Michael Jackson leaning forward while dancing. That's what I did. And yes, a cold box. That's what I used to stand on while setting up the cushion and rope. Though even with the cushion, my throat hurt super bad after like I was sick and I still have some faint red marks around my neck but not enough for people to notice and be alarmed.

Thank you, I hope I do too. I currently am not planning on attempting again soon. That experience really freaked me out. I think I traumatized myself honestly. I can't even bring myself to go back down to the basement to undo my set up.

 

[OzymandiAsh]

So I used a pillowcase to cushion my neck (highly recommend). And then put the rope over my neck. The rope ended up putting enough pressure over the whole cushion to press against my carotids. I was still able to breathe well even as I was passing out. I'd say the rope was a half inch above where that bony part of my throat is (no Adams Apple bc I am a woman). Lean forward like… I can't remember who but a user posted a pic of Michael Jackson leaning forward while dancing. That's what I did. And yes, a cold box. That's what I used to stand on while setting up the cushion and rope. Though even with the cushion, my throat hurt super bad after like I was sick and I still have some faint red marks around my neck but not enough for people to notice and be alarmed.

Thank you, I hope I do too. I currently am not planning on attempting again soon. That experience really freaked me out. I think I traumatized myself honestly. I can't even bring myself to go back down to the basement to undo my set up.

Thanks for the super informative reply. Was it just SI that made you back out? It doesn't sound like this was a test or anything.

I didn't know women don't have an Adam's apple

What size (thickness) was your rope?
It sounds like you blacked out really quickly, so why does this method freak you out now? Did you get that exploding head feeling? (Or maybe it was the setting of being in a basement?)

By the way I 100% recommend you getting checked out at the ER to avoid any complications (like sudden clotting, stroke, etc.) in the coming days and weeks.

 

[ophelia1989]

Yes it was just SI. Otherwise I would've just blacked out and died without knowing it… I'm guessing. I didn't have much of an exploding head sensation because I did black out so fast. The rope was, and here's where I know it was my fault, an extension cord so while it was sturdy, those will slip and easily. My knots didn't fall apart, it's just there was slack I didnt account for. The feeling right as I came to is what freaks me out. That uncontrollable tremor/shaking. Terrifying. If I'm going out I do not want to come to like that again. I'm scared to go to the ER in case they put a hold on me.

 

[Morris1211]

So I attempted FSH two nights ago. The knot should be right in the center in the back. Rope should be higher than you think. I didn't step off the cooler but instead leaned forward, which made me black out really fast. But, my rope slipped and gave some slack and I ended up being able to touch the ground and came to with my glasses askew and seeing stars. I was trying to get the rope off my neck but had uncontrollable jerking movements of my whole body and THAT was what was terrifying to me. Like a seizure but I was fully awake for it. So make sure the rope doesn't slip!

So your rope slipped from its anchor point?

 

[ophelia1989]

So your rope slipped from its anchor point?

Still on anchor point (it was a wooden beam from the basement)! The cord was too long so I had double wrapped it in a spot and that part came undone and caused the rope to slacken.

 

[Happy Cat]

isn't the whole point of hanging is that you die by it snapping your neck?

Nobody said it was…

That's why we have mega threads in the resource section of the site, giving advice and showing how to do it properly.

No they didn't say but how they said it really made it seem like it was that easy

 

[OzymandiAsh]

Yes it was just SI. Otherwise I would've just blacked out and died without knowing it… I'm guessing. I didn't have much of an exploding head sensation because I did black out so fast. The rope was, and here's where I know it was my fault, an extension cord so while it was sturdy, those will slip and easily. My knots didn't fall apart, it's just there was slack I didnt account for. The feeling right as I came to is what freaks me out. That uncontrollable tremor/shaking. Terrifying. If I'm going out I do not want to come to like that again. I'm scared to go to the ER in case they put a hold on me.

Same, apparently you can just lie that it was autoerotic asphyxiation or during sex though.

What type of extension cord? How thick was it, do you think you could find out or measure it?

Cos I looked it up and most seem to be really thin! I would have thought that would cause a lot of pain because when I tried ligature strangulation and partial with a very thin rope (probably less than 6mm thick) it was pretty painful, even with cushioning.

Also what country or type? Cos when I hear extension cord I think about the UK standard white ones connected to a strip of three pin power sockets, which are somewhat thick, but when I look it up I see these thin orange US style ones.