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DownInaHole

DownInaHole

Not so wise
Jan 4, 2019
216
Without marijuana I am extremely depressed and think about suicide all the time. Used it today for the first time in many weeks. I'd rather be stoned than dead. I've quit smoking weed many times in my life. I don't believe I will make it in life without weed. 12 steps ain't my thing, I hate meetings.
 
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jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Then by all means keep smoking weed.
 
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ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
It's been 3 weeks since I have smoked any pot, I got to say the tolerance break is very nice and it really does help with my depression and anxiety a lot, I've quit many times before aswell and I could say its helped me more than all of the pharmaceutical medications I have ever taken
 
PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,038
Without marijuana I am extremely depressed and think about suicide all the time. Used it today for the first time in many weeks. I'd rather be stoned than dead. I've quit smoking weed many times in my life. I don't believe I will make it in life without weed. 12 steps ain't my thing, I hate meetings.
Have you tried the low THC and high CBD strains? THC makes me freak out, but CBD has been life saving to me. It lowers my anxiety which helps my depression and other disorders too. It is great stuff and I highly recommend it!
 
DownInaHole

DownInaHole

Not so wise
Jan 4, 2019
216
It's been 3 weeks since I have smoked any pot, I got to say the tolerance break is very nice and it really does help with my depression and anxiety a lot, I've quit many times before aswell and I could say its helped me more than all of the pharmaceutical medications I have ever taken

I totally agree on the meds, they never were effective for me. I'm on 3 now.
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
I think CBD oil can help.
Or maybe it's placebo? Idk but I do think it reduces depression and lets you relax. I think you guys should try it if you're desperate and not in the USA. It's legal.
THC is the "recreative" part, but for mental issues CBD is the important thing. THC runs risk of triggering psychosis too
Order online if you want to give it a try
 
not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Without marijuana I am extremely depressed and think about suicide all the time. Used it today for the first time in many weeks. I'd rather be stoned than dead. I've quit smoking weed many times in my life. I don't believe I will make it in life without weed. 12 steps ain't my thing, I hate meetings.
It is literally the only reason I have lasted this long. Without it, I might last 90 days at most.
 
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Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
Without marijuana I am extremely depressed and think about suicide all the time. Used it today for the first time in many weeks. I'd rather be stoned than dead. I've quit smoking weed many times in my life. I don't believe I will make it in life without weed. 12 steps ain't my thing, I hate meetings.

I was off it for a year up until about two weeks ago. That year involved my first and second suicide attempts, and was the worst I've ever felt... it definitely hasn't cured me. I feel worse than ever. But being stoned makes it less unbearable? Like it takes the edge off how horrible it is to exist...
 
siray

siray

the crucified
Dec 28, 2018
178
So glad to see a thread about weed. I smoke hash daily, keeps me sane and makes people bearable.
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
It's helped me tremendously too, but when I initially smoke it after not having any in a while I get horrible anxiety. Once that has died down I can enjoy it. Sometimes if I get stuff that hasn't been flushed properly I can't smoke it because then the good effects are mostly gone for me. Higher CBD strains are of course better for people with anxiety like myself. It's 2019 and still not legalized here, sad really.
 
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thishappened

thishappened

Member
Apr 3, 2019
50
When the high is over, I go back to feeling miserable.
 
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