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So far I've been feeling a lot more motivated and uplifted. I've been taking venlavafaxine and clonazespam and they both have been making my life a lot more tolerable. Weed has helped me too but I don't abuse it as much as before. Weed helps me become a lot more introspective and it sometimes put me a deep meditative state and makes me more philosophical/creative. Other than that, I don't really touch any other drugs besides psychedelics. I used to despise weed for a bit because I thought it made me and other people lazy. But I realize it's not the plants fault, but the user's inability to have discipline on it. Anyone have any success with psychotropic/psychedelic drugs?
 
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Average Joe

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Nov 5, 2019
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Currently using benzos to keep me afloat. But I'm very very interested in mushrooms, I've heard of people microdosing with them to improve their mood and wellbeing.
I used to smoke weed, I enjoyed being high but I hated smoking it as the street stuff here tastes and smells like a mix of body odor and dog poo.

I'm glad you've found it useful however! I'm currently on venlafaxine too
 
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JayJay

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Jun 17, 2022
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Currently using benzos to keep me afloat. But I'm very very interested in mushrooms, I've heard of people microdosing with them to improve their mood and wellbeing.
I used to smoke weed, I enjoyed being high but I hated smoking it as the street stuff here tastes and smells like a mix of body odor and dog poo.

I'm glad you've found it useful however! I'm currently on venlafaxine too
Awesome. Yea microdossing sounds interesting. I haven't found a discreet seller yet but I'd give it a shot if it works. I agree with weed being skunky and smelling like armpits. Usually I either vape or I take edibles so it doesn't smell. Venlaxfaxine for me has been treating me good so far. Only thing I'm concerned about is if my doc still wants me to be on clonazepam since he said he would only have me on it for a few months. Haven't really abused it and I'm on a low dose (.5mg daily) so that might convince him. But if I have to get off it I might.
 
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Awesome. Yea microdossing sounds interesting. I haven't found a discreet seller yet but I'd give it a shot if it works. I agree with weed being skunky and smelling like armpits. Usually I either vape or I take edibles so it doesn't smell. Venlaxfaxine for me has been treating me good so far. Only thing I'm concerned about is if my doc still wants me to be on clonazepam since he said he would only have me on it for a few months. Haven't really abused it and I'm on a low dose (.5mg daily) so that might convince him. But if I have to get off it I might.
I'm really glad that Venlafaxine has been doing some good for you so far, for me I feel as though I'm not noticing anything. Well no, tbh I've been crying a lot more since taking it.
How do you feel about the clonazepam, does it worry you if your gp took you off of it? In the UK/Ireland they really found, maybe this is just in my own experience but I found that they don't like prescribing medications like clonazepam. I've had to resort to drug dealers to get my benzos.
 
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JayJay

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Jun 17, 2022
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I'm really glad that Venlafaxine has been doing some good for you so far, for me I feel as though I'm not noticing anything. Well no, tbh I've been crying a lot more since taking it.
How do you feel about the clonazepam, does it worry you if your gp took you off of it? In the UK/Ireland they really found, maybe this is just in my own experience but I found that they don't like prescribing medications like clonazepam. I've had to resort to drug dealers to get my benzos.
Apologize for the late response. Yea benzos are pretty hard to get prescribed by GPs. I got lucky and convinced one doc at the psych ward to prescribe me some. I talked to my shrink about the benzo usage and I'm on a low dose so he's not too concerned about me being on it. I did get worried at times when I was about to run out. But I'm on a low dose .5mg and it helps a lot at night. Eventually I want to get off it but I'd say low doses of benzos are ideal for long term use. I told my doctor that if I need to take more I'll contact him and start a taper plan. What kind of benzos are you getting on the streets?
 

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