Venting Weak mental structure

[Painless_end]

What a weak mental structure.

What did I do to deserve it.

More mush than structure. Semi-functional.

Inadequate and at times, maladaptive.

Not able to think and plan ahead for higher goals other than food and evading the responsibilities that I cannot shoulder. Because I don't want to.

No way out. What a shame. A life struggle not meaningful at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. Of course you did not deserve this. I understand it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Hurt]

I see myself as a mentally weak person for thinking in ctb. But I can't see any other way. Life is too much for me right now.

 

[Pluto]

I know that what you describe is not fun. Even proceeding to CTB requires focus, planning and consistency. The cycle of misery has the potential to drag on for a long time when the mind is floppy.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

My mind has turned to mush as well. In this amoeba state, "recovery" is impossible.