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Busticket

Busticket

Student
May 18, 2021
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We are born to certain parents, of certain econmic situation, with certain looks and intelligence, with a certain brain circuitry, in a certain country all of which we have zero control over.
Some are dealt a good card and some are dealt a bad one.
I was dealt a bad one, I have social anxiety which has ruined my life.
It has caused me to be shy and have low social skills and non existent self confidence.
Which prohibited me from finding a gf and succeeding career wise.
I have no friends and no gf and I work in a hotel earning the minimum wage.
 
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Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
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Yes everyone is different and yet all are expected to conform to a very specific standard.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
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I agree with you 100% . That's why we should have a right to die. I was also dealt shitty cards in life. I grew up in a very toxic environment.
 
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Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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Exactly, and I was dealt a pretty bad card. Firstly because of my genes, bad looks, anxiety, depression and then my environment, I was bullied, abused, etc. and I agree with @BlankUser sometimes we should have the right to call it a life.
 
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Garbage Person

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
Jan 17, 2020
305
It really does feel that way. Wish I could have been born into riches, or had parents that could have at least passed down some useful teachings or wisdom. I feel my random card was just a picture of old hot dog water, straight filthy and salty.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, how well we do in life is really out of our control. This world is unfair, some people are just destined to suffer more than others. It is all random, what cards we are dealt with. It is based on luck. I wish I was never born really, factors out of my control have meant I have always struggled with living.
 
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SuicideRun

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Jun 11, 2021
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Regardless of the cards, for some people pain is not dying, suffering is living. Some make it and some don't. I have been fighting for a lifetime in this sterile world that does not belong to me in its game modes. I hate deeply for those who want to decide for me and for those who want to teach me without knowing the war I have had in my head for a lifetime, the freedom to decide matters more than anything.
 
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