Wanting to commit suicide due to boredom?

[maxatcu]

I am 35 and am unemployed. I want to commit suicide due to boredom.

 

[DivineSpark]

Do you have any hobbies which brings you any pleasure? I can understand that boredom and anhedonia, together is pretty nasty condition to deal with.

 

[maxatcu]

Do you have any hobbies which brings you any pleasure? I can understand that boredom and anhedonia, together is pretty nasty condition to deal with.

I am bored all the time. I don't watch TV, use my laptop even.

 

[StupidCat]

Okay? What if you try getting a job first before deleting yourself.

 

[maxatcu]

Okay? What if you try getting a job first before deleting yourself.

I am too depresses to find one. I used to work in Google but I lost my job.

 

[StupidCat]

I am too depresses to find one. I used to work in Google but I lost my job.

Oh I see. So you want to die because of depression not boredom.
Having Google in your resume helps a lot, try applying for smaller companies, they are usually more rewarding to work with.

 

[Griever]

One of the few things that personally helps me a little bit when I'm bored is playing Pokemon, but I'd rather be dead than be sad and bored all the time

 

[DivineSpark]

One of the few things that personally helps me a little bit when I'm bored is playing Pokemon, but I'd rather be dead than be sad and bored all the time

I cannot enjoy video games anymore. I used to enjoy games when I was younger. Sweet memories, pc, ps1, n64, oh such nostalgia! But thanks to anhedonia, I feel nothing when I play video games nowadays

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand finding it torturous to exist, I've personally never had any interest in this futile existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I hope that you find the relief you search for.