Help want to try fsh

[100memoryleaks]

my psh attempt was disappointingly unsuccessful, thinking of looking for a different tree outside and doing fsh but my one problem is what do I step off of? maybe it's a dumb question but walking over to the spot with a whole ass chair seems impractical especially since I need to get out of my house as quietly as possible

 

[nettspend]

You can't climb the tree?

In context of your situation, that you've described in other posts: I'm sure you're tired of hearing this but love passes rapidly. I've been so incredibly in love at times that I'd genuinely do anything for that person, ANYTHING, and have also had suicide attempts after break ups. But if that's your primary reason, I'll tell you the same thing everyone says: it passes. I genuinely feel nothing for my exes now. As time goes on, you realize all their faults. You realize that you don't want to be with someone who'd dump you randomly, after a year of knowing about some stupid DMs or whatever (such as in your case). If you continue living, you will fall in love again. Probably many times. And it will be really hurtful everytime, especially if you have BPD like I do. But a break up, especially when your young, is objectively a temporary problem. With that said, I wish you peace and luck with any path you choose to take.

 

[100memoryleaks]

You can't climb the tree?

In context of your situation, that you've described in other posts: I'm sure you're tired of hearing this but love passes rapidly. I've been so incredibly in love at times that I'd genuinely do anything for that person, ANYTHING, and have also had suicide attempts after break ups. But if that's your primary reason, I'll tell you the same thing everyone says: it passes. I genuinely feel nothing for my exes now. As time goes on, you realize all their faults. You realize that you don't want to be with someone who'd dump you randomly, after a year of knowing about some stupid DMs or whatever (such as in your case). If you continue living, you will fall in love again. Probably many times. And it will be really hurtful everytime, especially if you have BPD like I do. But a break up, especially when your young, is objectively a temporary problem. With that said, I wish you peace and luck with any path you choose to take.

cool story

I'll try climbing if there's no other option although i don't have much upper body strength